AQ/D05-32 - Crew Quarters

[Daniel Brooks]

==SEE WIKI==

[Jez Mala]

Jez was sitting there , relaxing trying to figure out how she was going to navigate the complex legal issues she would be facing. She knew her family wasn’t as well placed in Betazoid Society, not that the Sixth house was bad or anything just when compared to the Ninth house and the Ukinix family. Jez was just about to send a communication when the comm system activated

[ Lieutenant Mala, Report to my ready room. Captain Brooks out.]

Jez looked up to the ceiling out of habit and said, “Aye sir, on my way.”

Jez wasn’t sure why the Captain was asking to see her, maybe he was going to give her an answer about being the godfather to be baby? Jez quickly got into her uniform.



>> Ready Room.>>

[Alexander Talion]

== Written with permission from the other character’s writer to make as a joint post… ==

Beno opened an eye and thought she was seeing things. Maybe she was still dreaming. She had to still be dreaming. There was no way that she was seeing the faint beams of sunshine beginning to creep along the floor from a sunrise.

She half rolled over onto her back when she bumped into someone and she froze. Cautiously, she reached a hand behind her and felt a bare backside of a person and her eyes went a little wider. Turning more carefully, the other person shifted as she moved and rolled towards her, onto their back. Still groggy, she rubbed at her eyes and yawned, struggling to shake the cobwebs from her mind. The room was slowly becoming brighter, revealing…Alex. She was in bed with Alex. A quick lift of the sheet confirmed, yep, they were both still naked.

Beno lay her head back on the pillow and tried to finish waking up. There was a tiny hint of a remaindered that she had been drinking at the party, but it hadn’t been much. Then it all started flooding back into her mind. The dance, the kiss and the connection. After that dance, they could barely stop touching each other. Hands, a leg touching the other, maybe a shoulder, it had been like young teens and a first crush or something. She knew it seemed silly, but it was almost comical in a way and it only got stronger after they had left the party.

She was waking up more now, Alex shifted again and rolled her direction, draping an arm across her chest and snuggling up to her closer, but still dozing. She suppressed a smile, but just barely, because the memories continued to flood in. They had quite the night. She had never had the shared experience of last evening. The mingling of your thoughts and emotions with that of another person was more intimate than words could really describe. It had been more intoxicating than any drug and it gave her a tiny shudder just thinking about it. The experience had certainly taught her a great deal about the Betazoid culture and how it made so much more sense now. Her eyes had been opened to something she had mostly discounted before.

It was only then that it occurred to her that although part of her was exhausted, she also felt exhilarated. She had not slept that well in a long time. Now that she was awake, she realized that she was thinking more clearly than she had in months. Without the thoughts and emotions of another in her head, she felt as if she could hear every little sound and see every dust mote that hadn’t been filtered out of the air yet.

Realizing there was something under her shoulder, she reached over and found…a stuffed bunny. Her eyes went wide at another memory. The smell of strawberry scented shampoo and the image of various types of animals printed on a pink, thin, fuzzy fabric. She had been curled up with Reyna at some point. For just a second, she felt embarrassed and confused, but then it suddenly fit. Beno didn’t recall getting out of bed, but had a fuzzy recall of being lead by the hand and then falling back asleep with a very warm comforting feeling. Reyna had curled up with her to help her fall back asleep…but it was more than that. She had felt from Reyna a deep joy in that brief moment. She was starved for a maternal figure and here was Beno showing no fear or reservation, curling up with her and them falling asleep.

Naturally, Beno had not done so intentionally, but to Reyna, seeing her have no shame or hesitation at all as she stood naked in the night, it would have seemed the behavior of a Betazoid mother to take her hand and curl up without saying a word. She had a moment to wonder what she had gotten herself into when Alex began to stir.

His breathing picked up a bit and he pulled closer to her, giving a small moan of approval as he did so. When he rose up on one arm he looked at her appreciatively and smiled. She had a feeling they were both going to be smiling a bit for a while, it was hard not to. Alex leaned in and kissed her. It wasn’t long, but it was soft and genuine and she kissed him back.

From the doorway Reyna said, “Ah, you have fluffy.” She came over and picked up the rabbit and sat on the edge of the bed trying not to make Beno self-conscious about being naked under the sheet, so she looked back out the doorway as she said, “I think your spots are very beautiful. I’m just a tiny bit jealous, because seeing yours makes me wish I had such spots, but I’m just me. I’ve never seen so many spots on a person.” She turned to smile at Beno, “Even without the spots, you’re very pretty, what do you think, dad?”

Alex chuckled, “Oh, I’m quite a fan, though I have to say I’m rather fond of the spots as well.”

Reyna got up and walked out of the room with her rabbit but as she cleared the doorway, some light struck Beno in the eyes and she held up a hand, “What is that light?”

Alex ran a hand down to her thigh as he looked at the door and said, “The sunrise, what did you think it was?”

Not being shy, Beno pushed him onto his back and rolled to lean over him, putting a hand on his chest and pressing against him, “It can’t be a sunrise, we’re not in a system right now.” She then started to get out of bed.

He took the hint and began to get out of bed too, tossing the sheet aside, “No, it’s a holographic program I have installed. It replaces the entire outer wall when I want it to and I like waking up to a sunrise”

Alex boldly walked over and took her hand. Beno glanced toward the door as if to ask a question, but Alex said, “Don’t worry, she doesn’t want to embarrass you. Besides, I think we both need a good shower after last night.”

He lead her into the wash area and discovered an actual shower with a water recycling unit. He chuckled again, “Don't stop now. If you don’t recall, we’re long past being shy. Besides, people who shower together have the cleanest backs.”

The water was hot and felt amazing. Alex rubbed her neck and shoulders for her as well, reminding her of things she had not had in a while. They got a good look at each other’s scars in the light of the new day and perhaps lingered longer than they needed to, but turned it off before they began to prune up too much.

Alex handed her a big soft towel and used another to begin drying her back, “So, can I interest you in some breakfast?”

[Beno Velaul]

It really was a magical evening between them, it was a long time since she had done anything like this. Beno had kept the shield up so long that the Uniform was almost all she remembered, not the personable side. When it was her and Alex the feeling was more than she could have expected, everything about it made her feel special. The twisting of two bodies to form one, with their emotional closeness seemed to amplify every stimulation no matter how small. 

After everything calmed down, Beno was in a state she hadn't felt since she was married. Out of breath and extremely tired, having a little cuddle buddy made it even more special. She wasn't sure how long Beno was alert for before going back to sleep, until waking up again with the odd feeling. A misplaced pillow? or a bunny. A symbol of childhood innocence that made her smile again, she didn't think that it belonged to Alex. 

“Ah, you have fluffy.” Came a sweet voice at the door. “I think your spots are very beautiful. I’m just a tiny bit jealous, because seeing yours makes me wish I had such spots, but I’m just me. I’ve never seen so many spots on a person.” She turned to smile at Beno, “Even without the spots, you’re very pretty, what do you think, dad?”

Alex chuckled, “Oh, I’m quite a fan, though I have to say I’m rather fond of the spots as well.” She loved the extra added effect of watching the sun rise, something people loved to watch on any planet. In Space it was always the same thing, darkness and stars. 

Reyna got up and walked out of the room with her rabbit but as she cleared the doorway, some light struck Beno in the eyes and she held up a hand, “What is that light?”

Alex ran a hand down to her thigh as he looked at the door and said, “The sunrise, what did you think it was?”

Not being shy, Beno pushed him onto his back and rolled to lean over him, putting a hand on his chest and pressing against him, “It can’t be a sunrise, we’re not in a system right now.” She then started to get out of bed.

He took the hint and began to get out of bed too, tossing the sheet aside, “No, it’s a holographic program I have installed. It replaces the entire outer wall when I want it to and I like waking up to a sunrise” It was nice to hear regular conversations about everyday things, no command decisions or who needs to do what. Just the family environment, and it was real cute.

Alex boldly walked over and took her hand. Beno glanced toward the door as if to ask a question, but Alex said, “Don’t worry, she doesn’t want to embarrass you. Besides, I think we both need a good shower after last night.” It was true that Beno needed to take a shower, then the thought came up that there was no sonic in the shower. "Don't worry about it." Beno said. "I have nothing to be ashamed of." Beno got up and gave Reyna a hug, she didn't really care where her clothes were at the time. With the extra cuddling last night, she seen everything anyways. 

He lead her into the wash area and discovered an actual shower with a water recycling unit. He chuckled again, “Don't stop now. If you don’t recall, we’re long past being shy. Besides, people who shower together have the cleanest backs.”

The water was hot and felt amazing. Alex rubbed her neck and shoulders for her as well, reminding her of things she had not had in a while. They got a good look at each other’s scars in the light of the new day and perhaps lingered longer than they needed to, but turned it off before they began to prune up too much. There was something to be said for how intimate this truly felt, the feeling of being close to someone and the hot water that went down their skin. For the first time she presented herself exactly as she was, he would know how special this really was for her. 

Alex handed her a big soft towel and used another to begin drying her back, “So, can I interest you in some breakfast?” Beno nodded.

"Yes I think its best for both of us, we are going to need the energy after everything we did." Beno winked at Alex, she wasn't ready to put on a uniform until she really needed too. "I always did love crapes, Carley would surprise me with them every now and again. Until I met her, I never had them before and now I think they are delightful." She smiled thinking about what to wear, other than the normal clothes.

==Tag==

[Alexander Talion]

Alex slipped on a loose pair of cargo shorts and a loose shirt that would have been right at home on some beach shoreline. At hearing about her fondness for crapes, he smiled and said, "That's awesome! We love crapes."

Reyna was still in her nightshirt that came down to about her knees, but jumped up and down in a very animated way, clearly excited. It was a rare moment of Reyna acting like a small child of her age instead of sounding like a small adult. In that way, the morning felt more normal than ever. Reyna hadn't said anything, but seeing Beno shrugging off the more common ideas about nudity and seeming to embrace the lack of shame that their family had about just being a close family, she seemed happier than Beno could ever recall seeing her before. The girl was practically glowing as she ate her breakfast and drank her glass of juice.

It was halfway through Reyna's second helping of crapes that she finally spoke up. Tilting her head from side to side as she began, her gaze finally meeting Beno's eyes again, "Beno? Um...well...I have to ask, because I know lots of things, but this is new territory for me. Does this make you my new mom now?"

Alex almost choked on a bite of food and had to struggle to wash it down with a quick sip of hot coffee. He opened his mouth as if to speak, but then seemed to think it was a bad idea and closed his mouth, waiting to see how Beno handled the question. He realized that he could dive in and try to handle this, but that if Beno was going to be around them like this and if there really was any chance for a real relationship, he needed to let her take this one. This was going to set the stage in one way or another and it was best to see what happened. In Reyna's way, as was often the case, she cut right to the heart of things. She wasn't a typical kid, but if Beno didn't know what she was in for by now, then she never would. The truth was that Alex and Reyna were a package deal. They were unusual in their own unique ways, but he was a single dad and both of them tended to speak with a direct and honest approach at times. This was one of those times. Alex also knew that this was not going to be a single yes or no question either. He knew his daughter and there would be follow-up questions.

== Tag Beno ==

== This is based in part on my own blended family. I was a single dad and my soon to be wife was a single mom. Her youngest daughter (now my youngest daughter) sat down with me at our first official meeting as a potential family and boldly asked exactly what my intentions were with her mother. I have never forgotten that bold little girl and I'm still proud to have her call me dad. She is still bold and a mom of her own kids now. It will be very interesting to see how Beno does with her "interview" from a 6 year old. ==

[Beno Velaul]

This was a great way to start the day, a nice family breakfast. It was nice just to sit down and enjoy each others company. The upcoming question should have been anticipated, from the reaction of Alex it wasn't. "Beno? Um...well...I have to ask, because I know lots of things, but this is new territory for me. Does this make you my new mom now?" It was a good question that every child in this position would ask, as a child Velaul had a few memories of being in all positions. Both mother Father and even Child, out of all of them the Child part was the hardest. 

"Sweetie." Beno started. "Your Mom will always have a special place in your heart, special memories that mean a lot to you. As you have a special place in mine, we can create new memories that mean something to us. If you feel comfortable enough to consider me a new mom, I will leave it to you. We can have any kind of relationship you want, I will love you like my own no matter what." Beno wanted to make sure that Reyna knew she wasn't trying to replace anyone, and their relationship will go at her pace. 

==Tag==

[Alexander Talion]

Reyna appeared stunned at first and set down her fork, looking at her plate, "I never got to meet my mother. The closest I have are some holograms and my dad's memories that he shares with me sometimes." She took a deep breath and let it out slowly, turning to look at Beno, "I can feel that you really mean what you just said." A tear started to trace a slow trail from the corner of one eye, "You said it from your heart, like when dad does."

They, in a flash, Reyna exploded from her chair and practically dove at Beno, wrapping her arms around her and burying her face in Beno's neck. Alex stood from his chair out of reflex, but then stopped, staring at his daughter and Beno as he felt the exchange between them on a level you couldn't just see with your eyes, he felt it as the Betazoid parent that he was. It made him slow down and approach to take a knee next to his daughter.

After a few long seconds, Reyna loosened her grip on Beno and pulled back far enough to look at her. The little face was wet with tears and Beno could feel more of those tears left on her, mingling with her spots. Reynad still had her arms around Beno's neck, but she turned to look at her dad for a second and gave him a smile that defied description. Alex looked at her and was starting to tear up himself as he simply said softly, "I know..."

What Beno couldn't really put to words was what was transferred in that moment. It wasn't exactly a telepathic word or a specific emotion. There was no specific image shared. What was there, was an overpowering mental and emotional embracing of maternal instinct and the love of a child. Reyna dearly loved her dad and he loved her more than life itself, but neither of them could bring back her mother. Reyna had never known a mother...until now. That love now flowed from her with complete abandon. A child's deepest heartfelt desire. A secret wish granted.

Alex met Benno's eyes and mouthed silently the single word, "Wow!"

== Tag Beno ==

[Alexander Talion]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==

== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

There was a ring of Mala's door chime. When the door opened, the familiar face of Andrea Tate was smiling at Mala. Dressed in civilian attire, but a small bag slung over one shoulder, she stepped inside.

"Hello again Jez. My condolences. You're looking good."

Andrea glanced around the place to get a feel of how things had changed to Jez since she last saw her.

== Tag Mala ==

[Beno Velaul]

"I never got to meet my mother. The closest I have are some holograms and my dad's memories that he shares with me sometimes." She took a deep breath and let it out slowly, turning to look at Beno, "I can feel that you really mean what you just said." A tear started to trace a slow trail from the corner of one eye, "You said it from your heart, like when dad does." In this moment Benos heart sank a little, there was a special feeling that she was going through. One that Beno had felt once before, this time it was more than a little stronger. 

She wasn't sure if it was because Reyna was Betazoid, or if it was something bigger. There is a special bond that is formed between mother and child, when Reyna hugged Beno she got emotional. Tears streamed down her cheeks as the two girls hugged, it was more like a Mother embracing her Daughter. Until this moment Beno didn't fully realize that she had a desire to have a daughter, now that she did it was a truly beautiful moment. 

Reyna practically melted her heart from the moment they met, cute little one who reminded her of pure innocence. As they embraced each other a little more, Beno was completely  speechless. It took a couple of minutes for her to say anything at all. She knew at that second that Reyna made up her mind, a choice that Beno held sacred.

Alex could tell that Beno was attempting to say something, it was just the words were not coming out. Finally Beno gained enough composure. Beno talked directly into Reynas ear softly. "I will always be there for you, if you ever want to talk about anything I will always be there." Beno knew that there were certain conversations that a girl needs to have with another, just like there were conversations that were needed to be held between men.

"It is only now I fully realize what I have been missing all these years, I got so busy with what I was doing and not so much what I came home too." She never really thought of it until that moment, now that she had it was hard to think about anything else. "Perhaps a little later we can do something on the holodeck, do you have any suggestions?" She asked Reyna there might be something she wanted to do, like go to a park of some sort. The only thing that Beno hoped was no swimming, Beno still needed to work on that.

==Tag==

[Alexander Talion]

At first, Reyna had felt embarrassed about crying like she did, but when she then saw that Beno had started crying too, it made her feel even better. They weren't tears of sadness, they had been tears of joy. She tried hard not to let her emotions get carried away, but sometimes they still did. It wasn't always a bad thing, but she was starting to learn more control. Being half Betazoid could be very confusing as a kid and she had read about it, but living it was much harder than it sounded in the books. Right at that moment, her heart felt like it wanted to burst through her chest. She knew that her dad liked Beno and wasn't surprised that they had finally kissed. She was a little surprised that she seemed to have missed something and that they were already pair bonding, apparently even including mating. Reyna was happy for her dad, but had felt a little cautious until breakfast took such an unexpected turn. In her entire life, she had never felt what she had just experienced, so this was no time to hold back.

Reyna glanced at her dad and said, "My dad likes surfing, but it really isn't my thing. I can do it, but I just don't feel it like he does. I really like the water though, because it feels weightless, like space does, but it's full of life everywhere. When I was little, one of my favorite holovids was about a little fish and his friends. It was a cute story, but the diversity of such colorful and varied life forms fascinated me. I'm not very good at holding my breath yet, but I found out I didn't have to be. I use a full face rebreather. I redesigned it a little so that it is very light and comfortable and is good for up to a couple hours before you have to recharge it. Besides, by that time, your fingers get all wrinkled up anyway. Sorry, I get distracted when I get excited...um...anyway, I have a holodeck program of this amazing reef that is full of an amazing variety of real fish. It started as a training program for marine biology classes, but I convinced dad into modifying it a little so that it I can always have calm water, plenty of light, a clear view and nothing tries to eat me. There are more than 400 different species in the program and because it's a program, you won't even get hurt of you step on a sea urchin. Now that I think of it, there might even be a couple of things that look a bit like your...um...wait...was that rude?"

Reyna blushed a deep red, "I thought it might be a relatable thing, but now I worry that it might have been insulting. Social things can be so hard to figure out. Maybe this wasn't such a good idea after all. I just wanted to show you the clownfish and their amemo...anemem...(sigh and eye roll then slowly and deliberately) anemone." Reyna shook her head slowly, "I don't know why that name trips me up all the time. My dad says my brain is in a faster gear than my mouth sometimes and as hard as it might be to believe, he is actually right sometimes."

Reyna smiled and winked at Alex who smiled and winked back. It was obviously an inside joke between them about who was right more often. She then looked at Beno and smiled, relaxing  as she did so, "He certainly must have done something right for you to pick him as your mate." She glanced at her dad, who began to object, but she returned her eyes to Beno's, saying as if it were an obvious fact, "We all know that statistically, with almost all species, it is the female that selects the male and he knows it, he just doesn't like to admit it." She wrinkled her nose playfully and nodded, "We know the truth."

== Tag Beno ==

[Jez Mala]

Jez heard the door chime. She went to the door, and it swished open to reveal her beloved friend, Lieutenant Tate. Jez was so excited to see her friend, Andrea. Jez admired Andrea; she was smart, creative, and incredibly gifted. “ Andrea…!!!!I'm so glad you made it. Come. sit.

Andrea offered her condolences. Jez smiled, “Thank you, I appreciate that.” Said Jez. Jezz then looked at Mike and said, “ Try to behave yourself.”

Mike just rolled his eyes in annoyance. He stood up, like a gentleman, and introduced himself to Andrea. ” Hello, I’m Mike Denton, pleasure to meet you.”

“I’m sorry, Andrea, this is My Teddy Bear, I told you about, My sensi.”

“Arrrgghh, I’m not a Teddy Bear.” Protested Mike.

Jez couldn't help herself; she was no longer a child, intimidated by his authority. They were essentially equals, in that they both lost people they loved and cared about. She viewed Mike more as an older brother now. She still loved and respected him; it’s just her way of grieving, of dealing with her sadness.

Once Andrea took a seat, Jez spoke, “ I was hoping that you might be able to help us. Mike lost his wife, and you know about my parents. I don’t know if you heard about my custody battle? I don’t even know if you can help us, but…I.. Umh….I umh… I…“ Stammered Jez as she searched for her words, her voice starting to crack.

Tears started to well up in her eyes. Jez didn't want to cry, but the gravity of the situation couldn’t be suppressed. It flooded her mind, her parents were dead, not missing, not wounded, but dead.

Mike, feeling ever protective, reached over and placed his hand on Jez’s shoulder, “Hey…Hey, it will be alright. Your friend Andrea is here to help.” Said Mike.

Jez felt Mike’s big hand touch her shoulder; she felt a wave of calm wash over her. She left like she did when she was eight, safe, as if nothing could harm her. “Thank You.” Whispered Jez.



== Tag Tate/Talion .==

[Alexander Talion]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==

== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

Once inside, and they began introductions, she said to Mike, "Hello. Very pleased to meet you Mike. I'm Lieutenant Andromeda Tate, but I prefer to be called Andrea as only my mother calls me Andromeda.I wish we were visiting under better circumstances, but Alex sent me word and offered me a ride that I had to see for myself, but that's another matter."

Andrea had something about her that you felt as soon as she entered the room. It was a comforting maternal sort of thing that was very calming and comforting. Jez recognized it right away, though she had forgotten about it until Andrea had walked in. It was almost like arriving at the home of a favorite aunt and smelling fresh baked cookies. Tate looked professional, yet comfortable. Her eyes gave a sympathetic look and her voice was almost always soft and pleasant.

Moving in to take a seat, she said, "Try to forgive her, Mike. As children grow up, they tend to feel the need to try and remind their adult figures that they are now adults, this eventually reverses itself to where they will treat their elders more as children. It is sometimes justified, but more often than not, it is a result of them starting to care for us more than we take care of them anymore. If they still seek your counsel as you get older, then you know you're still in good hands and they still remember." She turned to Jez, "Yes, Alex told me about your interesting conflict with your former lover. That situation is most unfortunate. Some people are quick to point a finger and say that you should have known, but the truth is that bad people often are quite skilled at hiding their true nature in order to get what they want. It doesn't help that it can be harder to see such things the closer you are to the situation. We are also often blinded by our own hearts when it is an intimate relationship, because we want it to turn out like we wish it would. It just means that you're the same as most of us and a bad guy took advantage of your good nature. Try not to beat yourself up over it. From the sounds of things, he's not worth giving him the space in your head rent free."

While Jez was fighting with herself to regain her composure and Mike was doing his best to comfort her, Andrea walked over and got two cups of herbal tea from the replicator and placed one in front of Jez. She took a sip and didn't rush her. Andrea just sat there for a good few minutes and let there be simple silence while Jez let the wave finish washing over her. Andrea let her almost completely recover herself before she spoke up again, deliberately catching her just a tiny bit off guard, "I notice you still seem to have an attraction to Alex." She held up a hand before Jez could protest, "I won't call it a crush or anything specific, but your voice changes still and your pulse picks up by a few beats. I also noticed that you don't have any other relationships that occupy that part of your life. It isn't as strong as the last time we spoke, but there's still something I can't quite put my finger on without trying harder than my conscience allows. I have to ask if it is just an attraction thing or perhaps a fantasy because he is safe and you know he won't hurt you like this last guy, but how would you classify it? I think it might be important, that's why I have to ask."

Andrea innocently sipped at her tea while she waited for Jez to answer.

== Tag Mala ==

[Beno Velaul]

It didn't take long before Reyana to make a suggestion. "My dad likes surfing, but it really isn't my thing. I can do it, but I just don't feel it like he does. I really like the water though, because it feels weightless, like space does, but it's full of life everywhere. When I was little, one of my favorite holovids was about a little fish and his friends. It was a cute story, but the diversity of such colorful and varied life forms fascinated me. I'm not very good at holding my breath yet, but I found out I didn't have to be. I use a full face rebreather. I redesigned it a little so that it is very light and comfortable and is good for up to a couple hours before you have to recharge it. Besides, by that time, your fingers get all wrinkled up anyway. Sorry, I get distracted when I get excited...um...anyway, I have a holodeck program of this amazing reef that is full of an amazing variety of real fish. It started as a training program for marine biology classes, but I convinced dad into modifying it a little so that it I can always have calm water, plenty of light, a clear view and nothing tries to eat me. There are more than 400 different species in the program and because it's a program, you won't even get hurt of you step on a sea urchin. Now that I think of it, there might even be a couple of things that look a bit like your...um...wait...was that rude?" During the times that water was being mentioned, there was a level of fear that came from her. Out of everything that she had been through, the ship on ship battles and even being in a fire fight herself. The thing that stuck fear in her most was being in water, showers were fine but dunking her head under even bath water was out of the question. 

Reyna blushed a deep red, "I thought it might be a relatable thing, but now I worry that it might have been insulting. Social things can be so hard to figure out. Maybe this wasn't such a good idea after all. I just wanted to show you the clownfish and their amemo...anemem...(sigh and eye roll then slowly and deliberately) anemone." Reyna shook her head slowly, "I don't know why that name trips me up all the time. My dad says my brain is in a faster gear than my mouth sometimes and as hard as it might be to believe, he is actually right sometimes." There was a classic statement that went "Out of the of the mouth of babes." or at least something like that. Beno wasn't mad about it, nor embarrassed. "Don't worry about it sweetie, it might not be a good thing to talk about out there. I would say its a very good observation, also shows a lot of imagination. In most fields of science imagination does help a lot, plus makes it a little more fun." Beno had a tone that wouldn't suggest being anything but parent mode, without anger or level of anything but encouragement. "Heck lets do some body art, you might have some good ideas there." This was one of those times where encouragement was better, hopefully some imagination time would help with the relationship.  

Reyna smiled and winked at Alex who smiled and winked back. It was obviously an inside joke between them about who was right more often. She then looked at Beno and smiled, relaxing  as she did so, "He certainly must have done something right for you to pick him as your mate." She glanced at her dad, who began to object, but she returned her eyes to Beno's, saying as if it were an obvious fact, "We all know that statistically, with almost all species, it is the female that selects the male and he knows it, he just doesn't like to admit it." She wrinkled her nose playfully and nodded, "We know the truth."

Beno blushed it was pretty sweet. "I would say that he did a lot of things right, his passion is what put it over the top for me." The thought never occurred to her that the only clothing that she had there was the dress from last night, the only thing she could do was borrow a shirt. As loose fitting as it was the shirt fit like a dress on her, most of the buttons were done up but four from the top. "What do you think?" This was a classic look of an unexpected sleep over, borrowing a t shirt of some kind. The more popular was the dress shirt, Beno was just having fun with it. 

==Tag==

[Alexander Talion]

== Talion Quarters ==

Reyna was still in her own nightshirt, but giggled and gave a huge smile and two thumbs up, "I love it! I also love that it helps show off your gorgeous spots. Hey! Body art...you can give me some spots. They won't be as nice as yours, but I can pretend."

Her face suddenly turned to an expression of deep thought, "If you and dad have a baby, do you think it will have spots? I hope it will be a girl, because boys are SO annoying. Either way, I'll get to be a big sister though, so that will be amazing. I find it strange that so many animals are born able to walk and stuff right away, but people are practically in a larval stage when they're born and have to squirm and then crawl before being able to walk. Whoever thought that up did NOT think it through far enough. I found it very frustrating before I learned to walk. I really hated not being able to get around for a while. I'm so glad that crazy time is long behind me now. Now I just have to contend with short people issues until I get taller."

Alex just sipped at his coffee and watched them both. He had a huge grin on his face and couldn't recall the last time he ever felt so content as he watched the two of them together.

== Tag ==

[Beno Velaul]

Beno thought about the question for a second, it was a good one. “There is a chance that yes if your dad and I were to have one they might get spots like mine, and there is a chance that like your dad might not get them at all. It would depend on how they are de…. Who they look like more.” There was a bigger explanation but she wasn’t sure how much would be understood. There was a bit of a mischievous voice that Beno had. “I am sure I know what your dad would enjoy most.” She gasped a second later. “Alex… Such thoughts…. Save them for tonight.” She said with a wink. Beno went to the replicator, and returned with what looked like a dermal regenerator, but it only did paint.

“I can give you spots like mine with this, they will be prettier than mine, we can use as many colours as you like. Plus we can make each other look like mermaids.” It was just a suggestion to get things started. “Or you can paint me any way you like.” For Beno it was a great bonding experience that she wouldn’t be able to do with Jason, he never did like painting of any kind. “What do you think? You want to paint first? Or be painted? First as well we need to get the paints ready.” Beno hsd no way of knowing how this was going to go, but it should be fun. 

==Tag, I couldn’t resist. ==

[Jez Mala]

Jez wasn’t sure of her feelings at this moment. Was she upset because her parents and extended family were dead, or was she crying because she wasn’t really devastated, that their deaths didn’t register on an emotional level, she didn’t have a strong emotional connection to her parents? Yes, they were her parents and extended family, but they were parents in the respect that they gave birth to her, nothing more. They were more focused on their careers. Jez was the last child born, maybe her parents felt if they raised three other successful children, they met their quota of good parenting;, she wasn’t sure.

I’m supposed to cry, I’m supposed to mourn, aren’t I ??

Jez sat there, Mike reassuring her that everything would be alright. She felt like she was a little girl again. She remembered the time that, as a child, she got lost in an Ancient Library for several hours. She was scared and hungry, and Mike found her. He scooped her up in his arms. He rocked her gently, telling her everything would be alright. Mike then carried her back to the Dig Camp and tucked her in. Mike had always been a father figure to her. Yes, he was gruff and grumpy at times, but still a Teddy Bear. 

Mike sat there, and grimaced his face, when Andrea said, "Try to forgive her, Mike. As children grow up, they tend to feel the need to try and remind their adult figures that they are now adults; this eventually reverses itself to where they will treat their elders more as children. It is sometimes justified, but more often than not, it is a result of them starting to care for us more than we take care of them anymore. If they still seek your counsel as you get older, then you know you're still in good hands, and they still remember."

Why does everyone think I’m a doddering old man?  Out of self-consciousness, Mike tried sucking in his stomach.

Jez noticed what Mike was doing, and a little smirk pulled on her lips. She then leaned over and whispered, “I don’t think Andrea is buying it, besides I don’t think you can hold your breath that long.”

Mike shook his head, as if to say, “I can’t catch a break.”  He then casually let his stomach out. Mike sat there in silence listening to Andrea speaking to Jez, "Yes, Alex told me about your interesting conflict with your former lover. That situation is most unfortunate. Some people are quick to point a finger and say that you should have known, but the truth is that bad people often are quite skilled at hiding their true nature in order to get what they want. It doesn't help that it can be harder to see such things the closer you are to the situation. We are also often blinded by our own hearts when it is an intimate relationship, because we want it to turn out like we wish it would. It just means that you're the same as most of us, and a bad guy took advantage of your good nature. Try not to beat yourself up over it. From the sounds of things, he's not worth giving him the space in your head rent-free."

Mike looked at Jez, she had never mentioned having a lover, let alone she was having trouble with him? Mike knew Jez was a tad naive when it came to relationships. “Wait, Devynn mistreated you?” Said Mike, his tone a mixture of confusion and concern. He couldn’t help it; he was in full Daddy Bear mode, protecting the ones he loved, safe.

Jez chose not to discuss that chapter at this time, not with Mike here, it would be like discussing sex with your father. “No, Andrea, he hurt me on a physical and emotional level. The physical pain has healed, it’s just being called a useless mongrel, being called nothing.” Jez’s voice began to crack, “To be called a nothing, a nobody, and then he wants to take my baby.” Sobbed Jez.

Mike’s head was spinning; he had never seen Jez crying like that before. He placed his arms around her, in a bear hug, and began rocking her slowly, “Hey, come on now, you’re safe now, no one will hurt you, I won’t let them, and I’m sure Andrea and Cindy and Commander Talion and everyone else on board will protect and serve you.”  He said, his tone warm and comforting.

What happened next would send a shockwave through the room. Jez broke free from Mike’s hug, and she slapped him across the face. “It’s going to be alright, it’s going to be alright. You’re going to protect me.. Protect me…!!! You couldn’t even protect my parents, our friends, YOUR wife!!!! “ Hissed Jez, tears flowing down her cheeks. “Get out...Get out…!!!" Hollered Jez, her voice filled with rage.

“Jez…” Stammered Mike, “I said get out, I don’t want to see you again.”  Mike felt like he had been punched in the stomach. He looked to Andrea, as if to say,” What should I do?” Mike got up, “I’m sorry, Jez. I.. I… “ Stammered Mike as he couldn’t find his words. Mike composed himself, and he stood up. ”I’m going to leave. I’ll be in Ten Forward, if you need me.” Said Mike, his voice filled with vulnerability

Jez could feel her anger and rage, mixed with disappointment, surging through her body like a quick-moving poison. She couldn’t shake the image of her parents being killed and Mike nowhere to be found.  As Mike walked towards the door, she screamed, “Where were you!!!”  Sobbed Jez as she sat down and sobbed into her hands.



== Tag Andrea / Talion ==

[Alexander Talion]

== Talion Quarters ==

Beno offered, "I am sure I know what your dad would enjoy most.”

Alex chuckled as he looked at her and fondly recalled the previous night, which instantly gave him pleasant thoughts from his vivid imagination about more of such experiences in her embrace. His brief lapse and allowing his mind to wander unguarded had the consequence of having forgotten that his mind was not entirely his own anymore and he quickly tried to keep his mind more on his surroundings as she gave him a playful scolding of sorts, but followed it with promises that she was looking forward to the same things.

The conversation had taken a turn though and he hadn't really had time to give serious consideration to the idea of them having a child together. It was then that he realized that the idea didn't bother him in the least. In fact, his overactive imagination briefly pondered the concept, but he was more careful. He was known for his deep thinking and wondered what course such a thing might take. What about her career and would they remain in Star Fleet? Perhaps he would stay home with the kids? What would she want to do? This might be a conversation they would need to have in the near future. For now, his heart found the idea of possibly making a life with Beno to be a very comforting thought. He had found love once and when his wife had died, he had resolved himself to live with his grief and that he had no right to expect that lightning might be able to strike again. The universe had given and the universe had taken away. However, the universe also doesn't like people thinking they have figured it out, so apparently lighting did strike again. The result was his heart having been filled once more, not just with the love for his daughter, but by some miracle a woman that could not only match him in many ways, but was able to surprise him in her own right. That was new for him. It then struck him that his sister would have loved her too.

Alex continued to watch them both, not wanting to look away. He loved them both and he didn't mind them knowing it.

== Tag Beno ==

[Alexander Talion]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==

== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

Andrea watched and listened. There were typically considered to be at least 5 stages to grief. Andrea preferred the version that listed 7. They include shock, denial, anger, bargaining, depression, testing, and finally acceptance. Sometimes a few of them might switch what order they appeared in, but that was of minor concern. They were witnessing some of those stages surfacing now and it was only normal.

When Mike went to leave, Andrea said to him softly, "Mike, you're both grieving, she's going to still need you, but give her some space right now. Thank you."

Once Mike had left, Andrea ignored the fact that Jez had completely avoided discussing what Andrea had brought up about her having other relationships, or rather the lack of them. That was fine, Andrea would circle back to that in time. For now, Jez had brought up something more important, "Jez, you clearly despise this man that you once trusted, so why would you care about what mean things he said to you as part of his abuse? The only reason that such words impact us is if somewhere deep inside ourselves, we have thought those things about ourselves. In fact, that's what such a bully is depending on. If you don't have those doubts somewhere inside you, then those words have nowhere to grab onto. You have to be strong enough and confident in your own worth for those words to bounce off of you. The problem is that everyone doubts themselves sometimes. People like him will always try to find those vulnerable parts of others and take advantage of them. From what I understand, he does this quite often and mostly just for his own enjoyment."

She let those words sink in for a moment before thinking out loud a bit more, "Your custody battle should be no issue. I'm familiar with Alex's legal team and I would NOT want to go against them. I wish that I could tell you more, but just know that you have more on your side than you know right now. I don't often gamble, but if I were to gamble, I would place a bet on your former boyfriend having a very bad life altering experience...if he's lucky. Alex is mostly a non-violent man...mostly. However, I have seen him violent and it scared the hell out of me. If Devynn lives through this, I will actually be surprised. He strikes me as the type of weasel that would get violent out of desperation if cornered and he will not win this fight. If he gets violence or is linked to what happened, I don't see him ever being delivered intact. If he is alive, it is because he got smart, but it would require a big change of course for him, so my money is on dead or catatonic."

Andrea gave a sigh and sipped her tea some more than concluded with, "No matter how you slice it, you should stop worrying about that rat. He will be out of your life. Heck, you might even be given part of his family's holdings, but that will require your child to be born first. There's a small chance you would be compensated personally, but courts hate it when people try using kids as weapons in personal matters and there is also the question of hereditary wealth redistribution and so on."

Andrea deliberately didn't give voice to the accusations Jez had thrown at Mike. Blame was part of the anger and often included resentment in that phase, so she wasn't going to feed it, just let Jez work her way through it. It could take a while before they might eventually get to the acceptance phase. These things could take time.

== Tag Mala ==

[Beno Velaul]

With a steady hand Beno started painting Trill spots on Reyna just like hers, the sound coming from the machine was a hissing noise like air brushing. They looked almost exactly like hers, other than they came in fun colors. It also became clear that as time went on both became a little closer, the spots that Beno painted went all the way to the base of Reynas neck, perhaps a little later she might want more.

The more time that went by Beno could feel herself open up in ways never done before, Reyna had a way of doing that to her. Soon after the spots were painted on, Beno started to braid Reynas hair. It was an elaborate design that was like a weave that was tied in the back. Between the spots and the hair, it really heighted the young girls face, and the big smile that came along with it. 

After Beno was done with the hair, she looked Reyna in the eyes. "Your spots look prettier than mine." She said with a smile. "What do you say shouldn't we take a picture of this?" Both Reyna and beno were facing Alex, both of them looked very happy. "What do you think?" Beno got behind Reyna and went down on her knees, Chin on Reynas left shoulder. "Like this I am sure that Carley would believe she is mine." It really was a cute look for her, the hair really put it over the top. "I just wonder now, what should we do today while we still can." Beno knew it was only a matter of time before she was needed in the Office again, soon it was going to be crew reports and the mission they were going to be on. Until then Beno was going to enjoy this.

==Tag==

[Alexander Talion]

== Talion Quarters ==

Alex was practically glowing with how much he radiated joy at seeing them both enjoying each other's company so much. He could do a great deal to be a good dad, but he couldn't be a mom. Reyna had wanted such contact and love for her entire life and for the first time, that wish had come true.

The mention of an image made Alex chuckle, "We can do even better than a single image, though that is simple to make. We have an entire holovid of your day, so we can make a hologram of the moment if you like. He tapped on his PADD and in less than a minute there was a photo of them in their pose, as well as a small device appeared on the table. He pressed a button and it lit up to show the two of them in perfect detail so that you could even see every spot.

"That is an amazing keepsake to carry around with me. I now have it on my PADD and can see it whenever I want. I have to say that it is going to be hard to get much work done now, but it is SO worth it." Reyna giggled as he added, "You two ladies look absolutely beautiful."

Reyn went over to the full length mirror and inspected herself, "I love my spots, but next time I think I want mine to look like yours, because then people will know you're my mom even when they see us from far away."

She ran over and practically dove at Beno, wrapping her arms around her, giving her a big kiss on the cheek and exclaiming, "This is the best day ever! I'm going to take that hologram to class and show everyone my new mom, otherwise they're never going to believe me when I tell them." Reyna then relaxed  little, taking a deep breath and looking at Beno, who was still crouched down to her height, "Thank you. I really do mean it. You're wonderful. I've only been getting used to feeling other people and starting to control it and understand it for a few months now, but...some people are nice, but they often say things they don't really mean. When you talk to me, you talk with your heart. I don't know if you realize how rare that is."

Reyna looked at her dad and gave him a warm smile, "I love you both. I don't know how you did it, dad, but don't screw it up." The last part was with a very sassy grin. They had a very playful relationship, but Beno could feel the love between them. She could also feel how it now extended to her. Reyna then looked a little more serious as she said to her dad, "Dad, I think you can trust her. " She glanced at Beno and then back to her dad, "If you can't trust her, then I don't know if you can ever trust anyone. That's all I'm saying."

Alex paused. He took a breath and let it out slowly as the two of them shared a serious look for a few seconds. He then gave a nod and said, "Alright, I hear you. Now, how about you two figure out what you're going to do with the rest of your day. This is your first ever mother and daughter day, so let's not let it go to waste."

With that said, Reyna was back her giggles and hopping up and down with childish joy, "You're right! I should put something on, but I don't want to cover up too much of my spots. Sandals will work...hmmm...mom, help me find something to wear so we can go shopping. Man, this is the best day EVER!" As she passed the mirror again and looked at herself, she did a little happy dance, "I absolutely love my hair. You're going to have to teach me how you do that."

Alex gave a small laugh, and said to Beno, "Wow, you really know how to make an impression on a new daughter."

== Tag Beno ==

[Jez Mala]

Jez felt awful for what she said to Mike, but she was just trying to understand. She hurt Mike; she instantly regretted what she said, but how can she take back what she said? Mike was the only family she had. Yes, her siblings were safe, her nanna was Safe on Betazed. She hadn’t spoken with her siblings in a few years. Yes, she sent communications to them, and they took weeks to reply, if at all.

. Jez looked at Andrea when she said, "Jez, you clearly despise this man that you once trusted, so why would you care about what mean things he said to you as part of his abuse? The only reason that such words impact us is if somewhere deep inside ourselves, we have thought those things about ourselves. In fact, that's what such a bully is depending on. If you don't have those doubts somewhere inside you, then those words have nowhere to grab onto. You have to be strong enough and confident in your own worth for those words to bounce off of you. The problem is that everyone doubts themselves sometimes. People like him will always try to find those vulnerable parts of others and take advantage of them. From what I understand, he does this quite often and mostly just for his own enjoyment."

Jez understood what Andrea was trying to say. Still, Andrea didn’t understand the emotional connection between the two incidents. Jez’s parents were distant, even cold, which in turn left Jez feeling like nothing, like she didn’t matter, that she wasn't important enough, and then to have Devynn called her nothing. Jez was a trained Security Officer; she should have seen Devynn for who and what he really was.

“Andrea, you don’t understand, I’m a trained Security Officer, if I couldn’t see Devynn for who and what he was, how am I going to be an effective Security Chief for the Captain? How am I going to tell him that I can’t see a criminal when one is right in front of me? So, Devyyn was right, I’m not a Security Officer, I’m nothing.” Declared Jez, her tone sounded defeated.

Jez wasn’t sure if she understood her own thoughts and feelings at this particular moment. A million questions were running around in her mind,

What do I tell my children about their grandparents? How do I answer their questions when they ask, " Who is their daddy? " and " Where is their daddy? Mike hates me. I have no idea what to do. No doubt Mike hates me now. Can the Captain trust my judgement as his Chief of Security?

“ Andrea, Devynn took my power of self-worth, my identity as a Security Officer. I want my power back,” announced Jez.



== Tag Andrea/ Talion. ==

[Alexander Talion]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==

== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

Andrea nodded as she sat and sipped her tea, "Now you understand why you can't work your own case. It's the same reason that doctors are not supposed to operate on their own family members. We've known for thousands of years that people see things differently when they are able to look at it objectively. If you're too close to a situation, your own emotions and desires get caught up in it and judgement often gets compromised. It is a rare thing that someone has a well enough trained mind to separate themselves enough to see it clearly."

After a moment, Andrea continued, "Jez, you're not the same woman that fell for his tricks. You've learned more and grown since then. This experience has shown you the danger, like burning your finger in a candle flame. You're relatively immune to his tricks and charms now. This has strengthened your resolve and you walk away the wiser for it. We can often learn things through the experiences of others, but sadly there are still times when we have to fall on our own faces to learn certain hard lessons. It happens to everyone. Sometimes you're simply in the wrong place and become a victim. Your parents and this custody battle likely have nothing to do with each other, but we'll find out. Either way, you can't blame yourself for risking your heart on a relationship and getting burned by it. There's always a risk, this guy just turned out to be a really bad one. Your training is still valid. Your skills are still as valuable as they were before. If anything, you know how to spot a guy like this better. The hard part is to not replace your rose colored glasses with a jaded heart. That's where friends and family come in."

Andrea decided to take another stab at her previous question, "I know that this might seem unrelated, but I want to ask you again, why you haven't tried to form many new relationships. There is clearly part of you that wants more friends and perhaps even someone intimate, and it isn't just Devynn that has scared you. You seem to be holding yourself back and that doesn't seem like your normal self. What happened to the strong and confident woman I knew before?"

== Tag Mala ==

[Beno Velaul]

Doing only what she always wanted to do with a daughter, she felt natural doing this too. "She made an impression on me too, I also know that her Teacher would love to see the picture. I know that she has been meaning to get me to talk to the class for a while, but my position somehow got in the way. Now I have reason to do so." For some reason talking in front of a bunch of children made her nervous, definitely more nervous than talking in front of a room of diplomats.

"Let's go pick something for you to wear, and while we are at it me too." Both of them went into the room where Beno spotted the mirror, it was designed to show what people look like in different outfits. It was a fun invention that allowed people to try out many outfits without changing, it saved a lot of time. Beno stood infront of the mirror smiling. She wasn't sure what to wear. She wanted something that would look appropriate for both, Reyna was going to want the same thing. 

Reyna had the idea of a sundress with a matching blue flower for the hair, the sundress went across the body three inches below the shoulders. On Beno the dress went to mid thigh, on Reyna it went to the knee. When Reyna had the dress properly fitted, Beno painted more spots so both would look alike.

Coming back out both had the same baby blue sundress and matching sandals, while Beno had the flower on her left Reyna had it on the right. "Shoulders are the woman's ultimate battle ground, the sports make it better." Beno went down on one knee beside Reyna. "Isn’t she cute?" This was the first time that Beno could do something like this, being other adults wasn't as fun. "We should go to the holodeck and Reyna can pick the program." Beno wanted her to pick something that might be fun, because Reyna was the important one today.

==Tag==

[Jez Mala]

Jez sat there, listening to her friend. Andrea's comment caught Jez off guard when Andrea said, "I know that this might seem unrelated, but I want to ask you again, why you haven't tried to form many new relationships. There is clearly part of you that wants more friends and perhaps even someone intimate, and it isn't just Devynn that has scared you. You seem to be holding yourself back, and that doesn't seem like your normal self. What happened to the strong and confident woman I knew before?"

That question puzzled Jez slightly, she had flirted with a few eligible and not so eligible men, She had built a relationship with she thought fondly of her relationship with Commander Sothrick back when she was on the Geronimo; their relationship was not lovers, but more than friends. It was like a brother-sister relationship. Yes, Sothrick was married, but Jez found him very attractive. He was a big, well-muscled man, kind, and very pleasant to talk to. Back in her Academy days, there was a Science Cadet, Jeremy Morse. Jeremy was  Brilliant, a big, burly man with dirty blond hair and a rather chunky backside, but he could dance. During the Sadie Hawkins dance, Jeremy twirled her across the dance floor, as if he were a professional dancer. Then there was that one Summer that she spent with her Nana on Betazed, there was a boy named Zan Trell, a  Big Handsome guy, who worked in her Nana’s garden. He was a powerful Telepath, but hopelessly devoted to a woman from the Seventh house.  Then, in her junior year at the Academy, she had a crush on a visiting civilian professor, a middle-aged, heavyset, bearded man, who looked like the Terran mythological Santa Claus. It dawned on Jez that she was attracted to men of a certain body type, but also men who were unattainable to her. Then of course, there was Commander Talion, a big, imposing, well-built man. Not to mention Mike. Mike, whom she just screamed at. 

Ewwweee….!!!!!Face it, Jez, you have a grandfather fetish
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Jez felt a wave of embarrassment wash over her, but it was starting to make sense. These men embodied the father-protector type: men she was close to, men she could confide in, and men who protected her.

Jez didn’t know if she should laugh or cry. Why was she attracted to the men she couldn’t have? Was it daddy issues? Her father was not a well-built, fuller-figured man; her dad was an average-built man. If he were in a lineup, most people would overlook him. Yes, Jez loved him; he was kind and treated her well, but he was distant, some would say aloof. To Fet, Archeology came first. Jez would try to explain a personal problem, Fet would say, “Fascinating! Honey, Jez, I have work to do. Can this wait till later?”, and later would never come.

“Andrea, hypothetically, what if a woman is attracted to a… to,,,, to a,,, Husky man, exclusively? What is that called?” Inquired Jez. Jez wanted to crawl out of her skin right now; all she could see was the hurt in Mike’s eyes. How she hurt the kindest, gentlest man she had ever known. She had hurt her Teddy Bear.



== Tag Andrea/ Talion. ==

[Alexander Talion]

== Talion Quarters ==

Alex smiled like the proud parent that he is, "Reyna actually tends to help teach the other kids in class. She can tell what they're having problems with and finds ways to get across what they're having issues with. She goes to the classes for socialization, because most of her actual assignments tend to be on the computer. The teacher has found ways to integrate her lessons, but Reyna isn't like most kids. she has tested out of standard public education already. She is already starting on classes to prepare her for a degree program, but she isn't sure what she wants to go into first."

Reyna watched with anticipation as Beno scrolled through clothing choices. When it came time to add more spots, Reyna was delighted. The more spots she got, the happier she was. Having seen Beno's spots went from head to toe, she hoped to get the same thing. She accepted the compromise of not having to get them everywhere, but she insisted on spots where people would see. The dress was very pretty and Reyna loved that the flower was on the other side so that when they looked at each other she was like a smaller mirror version, which made it perfect.

Beno asked about a program and Reyna seemed to think, "Seeing you with my dad last night was the first time I had seen you without your uniform, at least that I can recall. Are you okay with other people seeing you not in uniform? I know that you're comfortable around us, but are you good with others seeing you like this...with me?" Reyna looked down at her feet, showing her first sign of being a little shy. "I ask, because...it's hard to explain, but...I've never really had a mom before, so part of me really wants other people to see that I have one. Everyone else I know has a mom. This is a new thing for me and it feels important that other people see that you're my mom. I know that I shouldn't are what other people think of such things, but...I know I'm different and I'm fine with most of that. It's just that sometimes I wish I fit in a little more. I'm happy with the private me, but sometimes I feel out of place with the me that everyone else sees. Being different isn't always a great thing. Can we just spend some time shopping and walking around on the Promenade? Maybe get an ice cream or something? It might not seem like anything special, but it's something that I've never gotten to do with a mom before. I've been my dad's daughter before, but I've never been my mom's daughter before."  She looked at her dad and said, "No offense dad, but it's a girl thing. Are you cool with that?"

Alex was near tears as he nodded, "Baby, I am very cool with that. You have no idea how happy I am for you right now."

She smiled at him and wrinkled her nose in a playful way that Beno was getting accustomed to rather quickly, "Actually, it feels like I do have an idea of it, but thanks for saying so." She motioned for Beno to lean closer and whispered to her, "He's a pretty good dad. I think he's a keeper."

== Tag Beno ==

[Beno Velaul]

There was a giant secret that Beno hidden since her second assignment in Stzr Fleet, one that she always wanted to reveal but never could. Today was that day. "Sweetheart I am going to tell you a secret I haven't told anyone, not even my closest friend that is more like a sister to me at times." Beno lookedher in the eye while still on one knee.

"I used to use my Uniform like an armor that would let people get close, while maintaining a distance. Then a long came your father, a man I knew only by reputation, he has the scientific background and leadership abilities. I heard a few things about  Cindy as well, she really perked my interest." Beno had to stop and recoup.

"I knew he was equally as handsome as smart, but the armor held for most of the time until we were on the surface when it started to Crack. Even with my two security professionals telling me it was unwise to wear a skirt, I did it anyways and made him wear a suit so we would look good together. Again the armor cracked a little more, it wasn't until we first spoke that my armor was completely destroyed." Benogave her a big hug. "We will do whatever you want because this is your day,  this is my first mother daughter day as well so I want to do it right." Be smiled bigger than before.

"I am comfortable with people seeing me out of uniform, I will love it even more when people see us together on a Mother Daughter adventure. In everything I ever enter into is all in with everything that comes along with it, no matter what happens between your father and me, you will always have me." In a relationship you have to give your partner the key to everything you have and are, without that level of trust what is the point? Beno also knew there have been a couple of teachers that wanted her to talk to the class, the two reasons were being a woman of Science and Command. Now that Beno had a Daughter it gives them the perfect leverage. "You should let me know when parent teacher day is, it would take a lot to keep me from it." 

Beno stood up extending out her hand to hold. "For now there isn't a thing that is more important to me than ice cream with you, shall we?" Beno was excited to do this,  it was the first time in a while since she did anything this child friendly. 

"Alex is sure youare aware that there is a conversation we need to have, later over dinner seven pm." Beno internationally used the twelve hour clock instead of the twenty-four,a way to separate the personal life from professional, afterall they should really keep the two separate  

==Tag==

[Alexander Talion]

== Talion Quarters ==

Reyna tilted her head and looked away while thinking out loud, something she appeared to do often, "So, you started to like my dad before last night. You started to like him while you were working together? I know he thought you were pretty and he respected you, but I didn't know how much he liked you until now." After listening to more of what Beno said, Reyna's eyes got a little wider, "So, even in a previous host, you haven't been a mom until now? That makes this uncharted territory for both of us." She gave a little sigh, "I'm sure it will toss a few challenges at us, but I kind of like the idea that we're going to go through it together. I can't wait to have you at my parent stuff with dad now. This is going to be great."

Reyna ran over and hugged her dad and gave him a big kiss on the cheek, "Love you! Don't worry, I'll have her back in time for dinner."

Alex gave a warm laugh and gave her a hug and kiss back, then stood to give Beno a hug and a kiss as well, "She's right, you know. You are amazing."

Reyna then took Beno's hand and started them toward the door, "I once read in a book that there are some rules for kids that are good for adults too. One of my favorites is that whenever possible, when you go out into the world, you should hold hands. The other is that warm cookies and cold milk are good for you. I question the medical advice of the second one, but you can't deny that they definitely make you feel good."

Alex watched them head out the door, hand in hand. He had never felt so proud or so full of love as in that moment. He was proud of both of them, because this turned out to be something both of them wanted and that meant both of them were going to try very hard to make it happen. The love part was easy. He had always love Reyna, and now, much to his surprise, he was in love with Beno. The two ladies in his life loving each other was the sort of thing he would always have hoped for, but you can't plan on such a thing. The reality was they they formed their own relationship with each other on their own, making more genuine.

The conversation Beno mentioned was something that the professional in Alex knew was coming. They were going to need to figure out both a short term and long term answer to the questions that Star Fleet would need to ask. Fortunately, Alex was not bound up in his career. He was good at what he did, but matters of rank and position were inconsequential to him. He was a scientist first and an officer second. He had even been a First Officer, and a pretty darned good one at that, but he focused on the mission, managing people and resolving issues. He wasn't very interested in pursuing a command of his own. He could do it if it was asked of him, but it was not a personal goal of his. He had accomplished his professional goals as well. In fact, he had been a bit too successful and now kept a great deal of his most important research secret. His family and personal accomplishments had already given him more wealth and satisfaction for a couple of lifetimes, so having a rewarding personal life now took a higher priority for him. He wouldn't neglect his duties or obligations, but he would be lying if he didn't admit that this relationship might change some things.

== Tag Beno ==

[Alexander Talion]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==

== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

Andrea smiled at the question from Jez, "Well, if it is that physical aspect alone, then it is called a preference. There might be reasons in your past that helped form that preference, but it might be no different than your favorite color or flavor of something. Sometimes you simply like what you like. I think it is more interesting that you become attached and perhaps might even fantasize about men you can't have. That is typically because that makes them safe. It allows you to get close, but there is always some barrier that will keep things from going too far. For you, being part Betazoid, there will always be a desire to connect with someone on a higher level, but it is sometimes possible to form those bonds with non-Betazoids, it is just not a given that it will be possible, that's all. You're a strong enough person though that I think if the other person is genuine and open to the idea, you could form such a bond. I know I have in my past and I've seen it many times in others. There's also the very typical thing that factors in for all people and that is simply that people tend to want most things that they cannot have. The hard part is sometimes the ability to be happy with what you do have."

Andrea smiled and added, "It is perhaps the hardest thing for us to find the secret balance within us. The idea that the more you strive to attain something, the more it will elude you. Yet, the more content you can become, the more you will find is actually within your grasp. I've seen entire cultures built up around such philosophies and they're not wrong. Imagine that you meet someone that you are attracted to, so you try to establish a relationship with them. Often, the more you try, the more likely it is to fail. You become too focused on being and doing something instead of simply being yourself and doing what already comes naturally. More often than not, it is that confidence and inner contentment that attracts a person that is of a like mind. If you want to be with someone, you want them to like the real you anyway. To be anything else is to begin a relationship under false pretenses, which is never a good idea."

Andrea too a sip of her tea, "I bring this up, because when a person feels a loss like this, it eventually leads to moments of examining your own life and mortality. This is perfectly normal, but I'm doing my best to give you some food for thought along the way."

== Tag Mala ==

[Jez Mala]

Jez sat there letting Andreas' words ferment in her brain. Jez had to admit that Andrea had a somewhat valid point; maybe Jez did make bad choices when it came to being attracted to unattainable chunky men. She might have been supplementing her feeling of a less-than-ideal paternal experience, and supplementing it with her idealized version of a father figure. 

Jez tried to recall her Psychology classes from the Academy; she remembered what Professor Harmond said. 

There are a lot of possible psychological, emotional, social, and even biological reasons why some women are attracted to heavier older men. Attraction is highly individual, and usually it is a mix of factors rather than one single cause.

Some common reasons included but not limited to:

Perceived stability and security
Older men are often associated with emotional maturity, life experience, financial stability, calmness, or reliability. For some women, those traits feel grounding and attractive.
Comfort and warmth
A heavier body type can subconsciously signal softness, protection, warmth, or comfort. Some people simply find larger physiques physically comforting or reassuring.
“Safe masculinity”
Some women perceive heavier older men as less aggressive, less performative, or less emotionally volatile than younger, highly image-focused men. That can create a feeling of safety and ease.
Confidence and personality
Many attractive, heavier older men succeed socially because of humor, charisma, intelligence, kindness, confidence, or emotional attentiveness. Personality often becomes more important with age.
Fatherly or nurturing associations
Psychologically, some people are drawn to traits associated with caretaking, patience, wisdom, or protectiveness. Older, heavier men can sometimes unconsciously evoke those qualities.
Preference shaped by experience or upbringing
Attraction patterns are influenced by early experiences, family dynamics, media exposure, culture, and past relationships. Someone who grew up around affectionate, larger men may genuinely associate that body type with positive emotions.
Rebellion against conventional beauty standards
Not everyone is attracted to youthful, athletic ideals. Some women actively prefer men who look experienced, relaxed, rugged, or unconventional.
Biological and evolutionary influences
In evolutionary psychology, signs of resource stability, status, experience, and social competence can influence attraction. Different people weigh those signals differently.

It is also important to remember:

Attraction is not always “explained” by pathology or hidden issues.
A preference for heavier older men is not inherently unusual or unhealthy.
Many people simply have authentic physical preferences, just as others prefer tall, slim, muscular, younger, or older partners.

There is also a cultural archetype around this — the “big older guy” who is funny, confident, successful, emotionally steady, or protective. That combination can be very compelling to some people.

It made sense, maybe on a deeper emotional level, Jez was looking to build a family for her that included an involved protective father figure? For crying out loud the word father practically spelled it out FATher,  That’s when Mike’s image filled her mind, like watching a holographic documentary of her and Mike’s interactions over the years, their sparing sessions, him showing her the proper technique in a Spinning Back Kick, the times he was her unwilling dance partner, her Father Confessor, her best girlfriend, the one person her trusted implicitly and she had just screamed in his face, rejecting the one man she held in the highest regards.

“Andrea, what if I have damaged my relationship with Ted… I mean, MIKE beyond repair? What if he never forgives me?” Stated Jez with her voice filled with a mixture of sadness and regret.



== Tag Andrea/Talion .==

[Alexander Talion]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==

== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

Tate smiled and tried to calm Jez, "Calm down. His feelings were hurt that you said those things, but he knows that you're hurting right now. I told him to give you some time and that you were going to need him. This is part of your grieving process and those who genuinely care for you are going to need to ride it out with you. As for your taste in men, it could be far worse. There's nothing wrong with the type of men you like other than if they are actually not available to you. I caution you to be careful right now. Emotionally speaking, you are in a vulnerable state. Some people have been known to fall into the arms of someone over far less than a trauma like this. I would resist such a compulsion if you can, at least for a few weeks. Statistically speaking, it is not a good idea. If you're worried about Mike and how he is taking all of this, maybe you can send him an apology and ask him to have dinner with you, because you do really need him right now. Then you can both cry on each other's shoulders and help by supporting each other moving forward."

== Tag Mala ==

[Jez Mala]

Jez almost swallowed her tongue when Andrea mentioned, “You can send him an apology and ask him to have dinner with you, because you do really need him right now.” The blood drained from her face, her heart began to race, and sweat covered her palms. Apologizing to Mike would be like apologizing to your Grandparents. Yes, you love an adore your Grandparents and would feel like something you scraped out of the bottom of an animal pen, or the bottom of a fish bowl, especially if you hurt your grandparents, your Grandparents who love you unconditionally, who knows what to say when you’ve done something so incredibly asinine as that and think your parents, or your friend, will never forgive you.

“No, …no,, I can’t do that. It would be too humiliating, I wouldn’t even know what to say. What am I supposed to say? “ Oh, Mike, I was a total psychopath. Forgive me for being insensitive, for having the manners of a Denebian slime devil?” Said Jez, her voice filled with frustration and uncertainty. “Andrea, would you go to Ten Forward and invite him back here for dinner, and the three of us can talk, you could be the buffer, in case anything should get, you know...difficult. “ Suggest Jez, her tone pledging.



== Tag Andrea/Talion.==

[Kalli Thorn]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==

== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

Andrea rolled her eyes, "Very well, I will speak to him for you, but it would mean more to him coming from you. I'll let you speak to him over dinner though to try and make things right. You're both going to need each other. He has lost people too. His life has been impacted as much or more than yours has. He feels incredible guilt, even though he wasn't there. The desire to assign blame is one of the stages of grief. I will agree to also help you if things get too difficult, but things are supposed to get difficult. Death is never easy. It isn't supposed to be easy."

== Tag Mala ==

[Jez Mala]

Jez wasn’t sure what she would say to Mike. The two hardest words to say in. The human language is “I’m sorry. Jez felt like she did when she was seven years old, having to apologize to Mike.

Jez thought about what she would say.

“I’m so sorry, Mike, no, no, that’s too common. I’m heartily sorry,, nah.. To the pedestrian, Mike, I’m truly sorry for questioning your honor”.

However, nothing seemed right, nothing seemed appropriate. She had hurt her Sensi, her mentor. Can wrongs truly be righted?, Thought Jez.

Jez noticed Andrea rolling her eyes. “Did you really just roll your eyes at me. You have met him, right? This is going to be hard enough. He’s as stubborn as a Klingon Targ!!” Protested Jez, she crossed her arms over her chest. “He’s going to make this as difficult for me as possible. He's going to make me squirm.” Declared Jez, her voice pleading. Jez placed a hand on Andrea’s shoulder. “Please, Andrea, he'll listen to you; if anyone can charm him into returning, it’s you.” Added Jez. “Come on, Andrea, I would do it myself, but you know how men are, they pout and sulk like little boys. You go to Ten Forward and collect him, and I’ll make us all a nice dinner, how does Skause (a concentrated, savory meat stew) sound?”



== Tag Andrea/ Talion. ==

[Kalli Thorn]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==
== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

Andrea warmed up her tea, "Jez, relax. I already sent Cindy to go get him. Give him a little credit. He knows people better than you think. He's known you forever and is not going to let one understandable outburst chase him away forever."

She placed a hand on the shoulder of Jez as she passed. It was a small and soft gesture that somehow helped to calm Jez a little, feeling that maternal sort of warmth from her that Jez had come to know from the past. "Don't feel you need to rehearse a speech, just be yourself and speak honestly from your heart. This is one of the times when it is not only acceptable, but expected that you can be vulnerable with those close to you. You're both in pain."

Taking her seat again, "I think that Skause sounds like a wonderful idea. I find it a nice comfort food and it sounds perfect for a time like this. You should make it by hand, not replicated. You can replicate the ingredients, but use the highest resolution subroutine, so you get them with as much flavor as possible, then cook it yourself. It gives you something to focus on and it always helps at a time like this to have something special that is made with love and care."

== Tag Mala ==

[Jez Mala]

Jez loved Andrea like a sister, but had to shake her head. Yes, she had known Mike all her life; he was like a father, uncle, and older brother all rolled into one, but she knew he could be stubborn and rigid. To say that Mike saw the Universe in black and white terms was an understatement; of all the Human males she had encountered, Mike elevated stubbornness to an art form. She could just pick it now: if he does come back to her quarters, He’ll make her grovel She could hear him now,

Jez: Mike, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to lash out at you like that. Can you forgive me?
Mike: Funny, you don’t seem sorry. Jez, I’m so disappointed in you.
Jez: No, really, I was wrong; my actions inexcusable.
Mike: You were what?
Jez: I was wrong.

Jez understood Mike's technique; it was to force one to really reflect on one’s actions. To examine their conscience, to reflect on their behavior, to see where they went off track. Jez suddenly came to a realization she was just like MIke. “By the Four Sisters. I’m just like him!!!” Said Jez grudgingly.

Jez continued making the Skause, the replicator made the necessary ingredients needed,  The ingredients were relatively simple, Ingredients Meat: lamb or beef chuck, cut into bite-sized chunks Base: butter Veggies: large yellow onion (diced),  carrots (peeled and sliced),  turnip or rutabaga (diced), and small head of green or red cabbage (chopped) Liquid: cups beef or vegetable broth (or enough to cover ingredients) Aromatics: (3) cloves garlic, crushed; (1) bay leaf; (1 tsp) fresh thyme.  It only took about thirty to forty-five minutes to prepare, while the Skause was simmering. Jez had the replicator create a Kransekake: consisting of a sponge cake layered with an almond-studded meringue, rich vanilla pastry cream, and fresh berries.

Jez knew that if anyone could convince Mike to give her another chance, it would be Cindy; all Jez had to do was wait to see if Mike would arrive.



== Tag All. ==

[Kalli Thorn]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==
== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

Andrea laughed at Jez, "Yes, you are. You say that like it's the first time this is occurring to you." She then just smiled and shook her head at Jez.

While Jez was preparing the meal, Andrea walked over, "You peel the carrots? I always leave them on, as with potatoes. There is so much flavor in the skins that I never take them off if it can be avoided. Medically speaking, most of the vitamins and nutrition are found in the skins. Have you ever tried your recipe that way?"

As they talked, Andrea reached over and picked up a slice to nibble on.

== Tag Mala ==

[Jez Mala]

Jez was slightly annoyed that Andrea was laughing at her:  “It’s not funny; I’m nothing like him!!!” Jez snapped, her voice slightly defensive. Upon hearing her own words, even she wasn’t convinced. Jez wasn’t sure if she was more annoyed at Andrea for saying that she was just like Mike, or the fact that she agreed with Andrea.

Maybe, I’m just a younger, smaller version of Mike?

Andrea said, "You peel the carrots? I always leave them on, as with potatoes. There is so much flavor in the skins that I never take them off if it can be avoided. Medically speaking, most of the vitamins and nutrition are found in the skins. Have you ever tried your recipe that way?"

Jez smiled, as Mike was the one who taught her how to cook, “Yes, a wise man told me the same thing about leaving the skins on.

Jez looked at the Kransekake; the things made with the replicator were nice, but just a little too perfect. Food made by hands was different. Replicators had perfectly measured ingredients, the right proportions. Homemade food allowed the chef to add their own twist on the dishes: an extra dash of ginger, an extra pinch of oregano, a second splash of vanilla

“Andrea, have you ever been to that Little Thai place three blocks from the Academy, the one with the amazing Pad Thai?” Inquired Jez

Jez looked at the door to her quarters, expecting Cindy and Mike to come through the door. What’s taking them so long?” Said Jez, her voice filled with a tad of frustration.



== Tag Andrea/ Talion.==

[Kalli Thorn]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==
== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

Andrea grinned at Jez recalling having been told about the skins before, "I often tell people that it is always a good thing to have some skills in the kitchen. It keeps you eating well and keeps you from being dependent on others for such nice things in life. It also increases your chances of finding a happy partnership in life, because it reflects your ability to be independent and self-sufficient. In my experience, far too many people, especially men, want someone to take care of them and cater to their needs. Those same people are often perplexed by the inability to keep a relationship for very long. I have personally never found the 'needy baby, greedy baby' approach to be attractive."

When asked about the restaurant, Andrea thought for a moment and shook her head, "If I went there, I can't recall it. I'm not big on most Thai food, the spices they tend to use go right past flavor and head directly into the pain, so I avoid them as much as possible."

== Tag Mala ==

[Jez Mala]

Jez smiled when Andrea said, "If I went there, I can't recall it. I'm not big on most Thai food; the spices they tend to use go right past flavor and head directly into the pain, so I avoid them as much as possible." Jez realized that clearly Andrea didn’t have authentic Thai Food; a real Pad Thai is not inherently spicy. “Oh Andrea, you clearly didn’t have real Pad Thai. Pad Thai is amazing. You start with your Base Flavor: Sweet (palm sugar), sour (tamarind), and savory (fish sauce or soy sauce). Then Stir-fried rice noodles mixed with egg, peanuts, and proteins like shrimp or tofu. I prefer Chicken, no fish sauce, too salty as compared to soy sauce in my opinion. I actually have a recipe in the replicator, if you want to try some?” Said Jez.

Just then the door chime sounded, and in came Cindy and Mike.

==Commander Michael Denton Chief of Security( Retired), Temp NRC ==

Mike entered Jez’s quarters, and his face lit up when he saw her, but he quickly hid his joy. He wasn’t going to let Jez think she could get away with what she had done, at least not right away. He was going to savor the moment. Mike knew he was at a strategic disadvantage with all these women, but Jez was different; she would manipulate Mike like a Ferengi. Yes, Jez was his student, but they were also partners in crime. If, as a child, Jez was up past her bedtime and his wife T’Sara who would baby sit, Mike would swear that Jez went to bed on time, and if Mike would have too many unhealthy snacks, Jez would say, “No, T’Sara, Mike only had apples”, because Mike had a little bit of a sweet tooth.

Mike noticed the smell in the air, Skause, it brought back memories of his mother’s cooking. His mother made the most incredible Skause; Mike was still standing there; he was waiting for Jez to invite him to sit. That’s when he spotted on the table a Kransekake, covered with assorted berries.

Det lille monsteret ( That little monster.) She thinks she can bribe me with the most delectable, savory-looking Kransekake. Steady, steady…..!!!!

==Lieutenant Jez Mala Acting Chief of Security, ==

Jez looked up; she could tell Mike was unhappy. Jez went and sat on the couch; she patted the cushion next to her, as if to say, “Come sit, please!” Her eyes pleaded with him. The events from earlier came flooding back. “T… Mike, please come sit.” Said Jez.

Mike melted when he saw her blue eyes; her eyes were soft and dissolved his stubbornness in an instant. He walked over and sat down. He folded his arms across his chest, his face set in stone.

Jez stood up and gave him a deep respective bow,” Mike, Sensi, I’m so s..s..ss...sorry, I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to slap you. I was thoughtless and disrespectful, and I, I, I never meant to imply you were dishonorable,” Sobbed Jez, her tears welling up in her eyes

Mike felt his heart melt. He hugged Jez.”Shhhh ... it's alright, shhhhh. Take it easy, it’s alright, it’s alright.” Said Mike. He rocked her. “It’s okay, no harm done.” Said Mike. “I’ve had worse.” Said Mike, Jokingly.

Jez felt so safe; she felt his powerful arm wrap around her. She still felt horrible, despite him reassuring her that everything was alright and that he understood. “No, I was horrible, I... I... uhm....umh.. I hurt the kindest person I’ve ever known.” Sobbed Jez.

Mike could feel his eyes starting to water; he felt his emotional control starting to crumble. But being the Alpha Male that he was, he couldn’t allow himself to cry; at least not in front of others, especially women.

Vikings don’t cry, Vikings don’t cry.

Jez hugged Mike; she was happy that they were dialoging. Mike, not an expert in dealing with crying young women, shot Andrea a look as if to say, “Help, she’s a young woman, she’s crying, I’m a man, what do I do next? “



== Tag Andrea / all.==

[Kalli Thorn]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==
== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

The entire time that Jez and Mike were struggling through their moment, Andrea silently walked around, appearing to be oblivious to them while she refilled her tea and checked on the final dinner preparations, much like a motherly figure of the family. This continued until they had managed to cry themselves out a bit and came to a relatively calm moment of holding each other and catching their breath. It was only then that Andrea felt the shift in the room and walked over to stand in front of them, looking on, like a satisfied parent might view children she was proud of, "See Mike, I sent word that Jez was sorry and needed you. She didn't really mean those things, she was just hurting. Jez, I told you that Mike would understand and would never abandon you and that he would be back. You two are family. Just as you've shared everything else, you will always share this loss as well. Take strength from that bond with each other."

She took another sip of her tea before saying, "So, is anyone else going to eat some of this delicious food, or am I going to eat alone?"

== Tag Mala ==
== Cindy is actually back talking with Carley in Ten Forward. She was just the messenger. ==

[Jez Mala]

==Lieutenant Jez Mala Acting Chief of Security, ==

Jez knew that she had made a major mistake in yelling at Mike and slapping him. All her life, he supported her and encouraged her, and she treated him in such a disrespectful and shabby manner, a man who was kind and gentle. A man who would rather die than intentionally hurt someone. At this moment, Jez felt unworthy to be in his presence, she left like the most unworthy person. Her tears were in full flow like a raging torrent. She was shaking, her breath ragged. "I'm so sorry., Please don’t hate me,” Sobbed Jez.

==Commander Michael Denton Chief of Security( Retired), Temp NRC ==

Mike was out of his element; he tried to reassure Jez that everything was fine. “Hey, all is forgotten and forgiven.” Stated Mike. Mike could never hate Jez; he knew that Jez had a heart of gold and that sometimes her heart overrode her common sense. Mike was used to dealing with enraged Nausicaans and duplicitous Ferengi, not a young female in an emotional state.

Mike was definitely a fish out of water when it comes to women, at least as far as arguments go. Men just say sorry, and they move on; they don’t spend hours talking about their feelings, the brood and speak in low, guttural tones, often scratching themselves like cavemen, and then move on to playing Darts or shooting pool.

Mike shot a look at Andrea as if to say, “Don’t just stand there, do something, you're a female.”
Mike had a distinct feeling that Andrea was enjoying his awkward predicament, as she quickly changed the subject to dinner.

“Yes, yes, Jez, everything is fine, I’m not angry,” said Mike. However, Jez was sitting on his lap making it impossible for him to get up and go to the table. “ Jez, we’re family and families fight; they disagree, but when all is said and done, we l…l…love each other. “ Said Mike, sounding like a frustrated father trying to calm a hysterical child. Mike could feel his face turning red from embarrassment at saying something so mushy and out of character for him.

==Lieutenant Jez Mala Acting Chief of Security==

Jez felt better at Mike's caring, compassionate, and heartfelt declaration about them being family. She couldn’t help but feel happy. Jez knew they had a lot more to discuss in private; that one conversation didn’t necessarily solve someone’s problem.

“Can we please eat?” Said Mike.



== Tag Andrea/Talion.==

[Kalli Thorn]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==
== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

Andrea smiled and gave Mike a sympathetic look, "Mike, you're better at this sort of thing than you think. You might not get much practice at it, but you care a great deal and it shows. Sometimes, the most important thing we can do for those in our lives is to be there for them. We're social creatures and sometimes we need our people around us, even if they don't say a word. This girl has used you as her guiding star for a long time. Yes, she has a name for you that you wish she didn't use around other people, but it reflects an image in her mind she has had forever and there are certainly worse things in life. Embrace the fact that she has warm thoughts about you throughout her life and wants you around. That is a treasure, not a burden."

Andrea walked over and handed each of them a tissue to wipe their eyes, "Come on, let's eat some of this delicious smelling food before it gets cold."

== Tag Mala ==

[Jez Mala]

Jez stifled a smile, and Andrea said,  "Mike, you're better at this sort of thing than you think. You might not get much practice at it, but you care a great deal, and it shows. Sometimes, the most important thing we can do for those in our lives is to be there for them. We're social creatures, and sometimes we need our people around us, even if they don't say a word. This girl has used you as her guiding star for a long time. Yes, she has a name for you that you wish she didn't use around other people, but it reflects an image in her mind she has had forever, and there are certainly worse things in life. Embrace the fact that she has warm thoughts about you throughout her life and wants you around. That is a treasure, not a burden."

Jez was so glad that Andrea was here because her presence was invaluable; her kindness and compassion really helped them sort their feelings, it didn’t help that Mike was an iceberg when it came to dealing with feelings and emotions; the Viking Polar Bear was vulnerable and had to deal with his emotions. He was now a Cuddly Teddy Bear.

==Commander Michael Denton Chief of Security( Retired), Temp NRC ==

Mike knew that Andrea's statement had obliterated an image that he spent years cultivating. Mike was no longer able to hide behind his mask of stoicism; he now had to deal with young, emotional women who could see through his macho stoicism and see that he was an old softy, a caring, sensitive soul. The thought of being sentimental soft was starting to make Mike feel sick. 

Dam, Mike. These young women have turned you into a Teddy Bear. Oh by Odin, I think I’m going to be sick.

Andrea walked over and handed each of them a tissue to wipe their eyes. "Come on, let's eat some of this delicious smelling food before it gets cold."

A tissue, really…. Andrea?? Next thing you know, they are going to suggest a walker or a cane for me and treat me like an over-the-hill grandpa. 

Mike took the tissue and dabbed his eye. "There must be dust in the room."

Mike was ready to crawl out of his skin with all these soft emotions. “Yes, can we please eat and no more talk of feelings?” said Mike, trying to keep his emotions in check.



== Tag Andrea.==

[Kalli Thorn]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==
== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

As they sat to eat, Andrea spoke up between bites, "I know you value strength, Mike. We also value your strength. You think of the bear, but your name is not Bjorn and you're not called a berserker, as the bear warriors were, nor ulfhethinn for wolf, or the others. Michael is not a Viking name, it's the name of an archangel who was the warrior who forced Satan back into hell. He was the warrior of God and defender of heaven. A man is not considered peaceful unless he is capable of great violence, yet stays his hand in mercy. Did you know that when a pride of lionesses choose a male, they don't always go with the strongest who bests the other males? You see, they know that when they go off to hunt, the cubs need to be safe with him as their defender and even their babysitter. He isn't any good to them if he isn't also a good father."

She took another bite and then after she swallowed it finished, "Mike, we have never doubted your protective nature or ability. It is that only those of us who know you are qualified to say that we see your other side as well, and that we value and respect both. Those who only know the one, they are the outsiders. It's okay for family to know the truth about you, that you're a good man. Would you want it any other way?"

Andrea looked to Jez, patted her arm with a gentle hand, "You cook better than I thought you would. That was a good meal. I love it when someone can surprise me a little." She then winked at Jez and took her own dishes over to the side. "I think my work here is done. I'm going to go and get some rest. You have much to think about and decide about your future, but you don't need me to do that."

== Tag Mala ==

[Jez Mala]

Jez rolled her eyes, she sat there with a look of horror on her face, as she realized that Andrea had just stepped on a land mine, she was challenging Mike about his Viking Heritage. Jez learned a long time ago to never, never question / challenge Mike about his Viking Ancestry.

No Girl, you just didn’t do that. Now we will have to sit here for hours listening to Mike lecture about his heritage. Please, please don’t go into the Viking exploration sagas.

Saying that Mike was proud of his heritage was a bit of an understatement, even Klingons didn’t carry on about their ancestry like Mike did.

==Commander Michael Denton Chief of Security( Retired), Temp NRC ==

Mike's eyes went wide in disbelief at Andreas' comments. His Viking blood began to simmer with disbelief and.

“Young Lady,” began Mike, in his full stern teacher voice.

“Oh NO…what are the chances of us falling under a Borg attack right now?” Thought Jez.

“Young Lady, you do realize that Lions once lived in Europe. Yes, lions once roamed extensively across Europe. During the Ice Age, a massive, apex predator called the Eurasian cave lion Panthera spelaea inhabited the continent, with fossil evidence showing their range stretched as far north as Denmark and Wales, “ Stated Mike, his voice dripping with pride.

Andrea, if I live a thousand years, I will never forgive you for forcing me to listen to this for like the Billionth time in my short life. Thought Jez, with a smile plastered on her face.

“Now, Andrea, it's the symbolism of what a lion meant at the time. Obviously, Christianity and the Bible had lots of references to lions, and I think lions have almost always been closely connected to courage. In Sweden's case, Gustavus Adolphus was called "The Lion of the North" because of his courage. So, in a simple and obvious answer, because it symbolizes courage and power, and the Nordic countries all liked that idea, I suppose. They've also always been heavily influenced by each other. In Finland's case, they used to be part of Sweden, and the Finnish Lion symbolism was given to them by Johan III, King of Sweden and Finland.” Stated Mike, pride in every word.

‘’ Just so you know, Viking berserkers were elite Norse shock troops who fought in uncontrollable, trance-like fury. Named from Old Norse meaning "bear-shirt", they worshipped Odin, discarded armor for animal skins, and possessed a legendary insensitivity to pain. Their terrifying combat style gave rise to the modern English word "berserk", but it doesn’t mean that they necessarily wore bear skins; they associated the image of the most powerful animals in their environment." Stated Mike, sounding like a History professor.

Jez sat there trying to figure out if it would hurt less if she took her fork and jammed it into her eye than to listen to this diatribe that she had heard almost daily as a kid.

Mike looked at Andrea and said, You're young, but I’ll have you know. The name Michael has a rich Scandinavian history, despite its original Hebrew roots, meaning "Who is like God?" During the Viking Age and the subsequent Christianization of the Nordic countries, the region's inhabitants adopted, localized, and transformed the archangel's name into distinct traditional variations that are still used today. A Variation of Mike, or Mikkel: Predominantly found in Denmark and Norway, this is the most famous Scandinavian variation. It emerged during the medieval period. Mikkel or Mikal: More specific, the more traditional Norwegian variations. My mother felt that Mikkel/ Mikal sound more Russian than Scandinavian,” stated Mike, his chest filled with pride and reverence.

Jez, wanting to shake Andrea right now, she shot her friend a look as if to say, “ We are being tortured because you opened Pandora’s box of Viking History,” but Jez sat there and smiled.

“Hey.. .hey... Mike, Less talking and more eating.” Said Jez.

Mike hated it when Andrea said, "Mike, we have never doubted your protective nature or ability. It is that only those of us who know you are qualified to say that we see your other side as well, and that we value and respect both. Those who only know the one, they are the outsiders. It's okay for family to know the truth about you, that you're a good man. Would you want it any other way?" He hated it because she was right on so many levels; he wasn’t sure why he kept people at arm's length, at least emotionally, especially those close to him. Maybe he was afraid that people would see the real Mike, the sensitive, caring, vulnerable man who cried at the movie Casablanca or reading Old Yeller made him weep like a little boy.

Mike didn’t know why soft emotions scared him, but they did. Maybe it was just the people who saw him and his build and expected him to be some emotionless brute.

Jez looked at Andrea as she patted her arm with a gentle hand. "You cook better than I thought you would. That was a good meal. I love it when someone can surprise me a little." Said Andrea. She then winked at Jez and took her own dishes over to the side. "I think my work here is done. I'm going to go and get some rest. You have much to think about and decide about your future, but you don't need me to do that."

Andrea’s wink wasn’t lost on Jez; she leaned over to Andrea and whispered, “Oh hell no, you're not getting off that easy; you opened up the trip into all things Viking.” Said Jez.

“Oh Andrea, you can’t let you leave until you try my Pad Thai. I made it just for you; it is made with sweet rice noodles, chicken, bell peppers, and Thai peanut sauce.” Said Jez, her voice filled with mock disappointment, payback for her trying to abandon Jez with Mike during his Viking tutorial.

Mike was oblivious to Andrea and Jez’s little exchange. “Well, Andrea, if you have to go, maybe we can talk again later.” Said Mike. “It’s been a pleasure,” added Mike.



== Tag Andrea.==

[Kalli Thorn]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==
== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

The more Mike ranted, the more Andrea smiled. When he had finished, she began her reply, "Thank you for the history lesson, but I never said where lions lived or didn't live, only aspects of their parenting. You also agree with me on the source of your name, which is good. I would hate for us to disagree. I'm also very aware of the history of your people, which was why I didn't mention until now how I arrived on this ship. I was afraid you would think that I was making light of your heritage, which I would never do." Andrea looked at Jaz and said, "You can verify for him if you wish, I was brought here by a Valkyrie, aboard the Valkyrie and it is still in the shuttle bay now, but will likely be my ride tomorrow."

Jez mentioned Thai food again and she responded to that point, "I didn't say I disliked ALL Thai food, just that I'm not fond of most of their favorites. I have a thing about my food making me sweat even on a cold day. However, if you feel a need to impress me with your Thai recipes, I would look forward to taking some with me on my return trip. After all, I always did prefer my Thai food as take-out."

Andrea then walked up to Mike and looked at him in a soft way that was actually a bit flirtatious, "You know, I think I see why you like to growl and stomp around so much, you're actually rather attractive when you're talking passionately about something." She placed a hand gently on his chest as she added, "I also am quite flattered that you think I'm young, we shouldn't talk like this in front of Jez though, we don't want to shatter her illusions about us, do we? She likes to forget that we too were once young."

== Tag Mala ==

[Jez Mala]

==Commander Michael Denton Chief of Security( Retired), Temp NRC ==

Mike was a bit surprised when Andrea touched his chest, a jolt of electricity ran down his spine, it had been months since he enjoyed the touch of a beautiful, radiant and charming woman, His wife T’Sara had been gone almost a month now,  T’Sara, was a Vulcan, but she didn’t strictly follow the path of logic, she was fun and enjoyed long walks, and she loved to oil paint, She would often set up her easel and paint the ruins that the archeological team was excavating. T’Sara loved to sing; she had the voice of an angel; she enjoyed the emotional intricacies of music and voice. Mike’s face went red when he remembered the times T’Sara would paint in various historical contexts and even painted a few nude pictures of Mike. Pictures of him reclining on some cushions, drinking wine with a laurel crown while two fan bearers fanned him with classical ruins in the background while he was dressed in little or nothing.

Mike smiled at Andrea and said, “I suppose I am a bit passionate about my heritage. I hope…uuhhh.. I mean, I hope I didn't bore or, or offend you. You can’t leave yet. We haven’t had the Kransekake.” his voice filled with nervous stumbling and disappointment at the idea of Andrea leaving..

==Lieutenant Jez Mala Acting Chief of Security==

Jez was happy that things seemed to be going well. Thankfully Mike had run out of things to say. Jez watched in disbelief when Andrea touched Mike’s broad, beefy chest and said,  "You know, I think I see why you like to growl and stomp around so much; you're actually rather attractive when you're talking passionately about something." She placed a hand gently on his chest as she added, "I also am quite flattered that you think I'm young; we shouldn't talk like this in front of Jez, though; we don't want to shatter her illusions about us, do we? She likes to forget that we too were once young."

By the four Sisters, she’s flirting with Mike. Oh, can she be more obvious about it? I bet she’s undressing him in her mind. The nerve of her. If she wants a Teddy Bear, get one of her own.

Mike chuckled when Andrea said, ” I think I see why you like to growl and stomp around so much; you're actually rather attractive when you're talking passionately about something." So are you comparing me to an actual bear?” Said Mike?

Andrea is blatantly and openly flirting with Mike.

Jez felt jealousy surge up inside. Jez felt like a Middle School kid, finding her father, making small talk with your Math Teacher while he’s dressed in a speedo at a water park on Summer break.

Gross!! thought Jez.

Jez quickly packed some of her Pad Thai for Andrea. “Oh, would you look at the time? It’s getting late. Besides, Mike, we still have to find you some quarters, and I’m sure Andrea has a million things to attend to,” Stated Jez, doing her best to keep the urgency out of his voice.



== Tag Andrea. ==

[Kalli Thorn]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==
== NPC Lt Andrea Tate == 

Andrea smiled at mike and replied, "I'm only referencing a bear in the same context of you yourself comparing to a bear, or any such creature. It is not for another to determine what animal most suits another person, that's a very personal thing. Though in fairness, I suppose I would have to say that I am a bit like Odin's ravens. I have the ability to see into the hearts, minds and dreams of mankind. With that comes a great responsibility, but I don't think today is a day to talk about that. Simply know that I would not make fun of you about something so important to you."

She turned to Jez and gave a sympathetic look, "Relax, Jez. I'm just reminding you both that you're still living and breathing people. These moments make us examine our mortality, but they should also make us grateful for what we have while we have it." Andrea glanced at mike and then said with a sly grin, "Are you trying to get rid of me so you don't have to share that Kransekake? Don't worry, I'll only have a small piece. I wouldn't want it to go to my hips, It's hard enough to stay in shape at my age."

Returning her attention to Mike, she said, "You neither bore me, nor do you offend me. However, as I see it might be met with hurt feelings if I did not at least partake of some Kransekake,  we will enjoy some before I depart. I would be a poor guest if I refused such hospitality."

== Tag Mala ==

[Alexander Talion]

<<< Starbase 6 <<<

When they arrived back in their quarters, Alex took the cheesecake from Reyna and was putting it out of the way for the moment. Beno took the opportunity to step into Reyna's room and explain that the couple of unfamiliar aches were something she recognized from when she would ovulate, but that it was likely just a burst of hormones for Reyna right now. They would likely pass as they even come and go when she enters full puberty. She should let them know if they don't go away, but she should feel comfortable talking with either of them about it.

Reyna gave a few curses under her breath and looked unhappy, but nodded and thanked Beno. She then gave her a hug before looking at her with a knowing grin, "Enjoy you cheesecake."

They then rejoined Alex.

== Tag Beno ==

[Jez Mala]

Jez was getting annoyed at Andrea’s obvious flirting. Jez had to question if Andrea was just a huge flirt and she never noticed it before, or if she legitimately had feelings for Mike. Yes, Mike was handsome, powerful, and often dominated the room; she could easily see why women would be attracted to him.

She has a Grandpa Fetish, Gross. He’s old enough to be her grandfather.

Jez felt jealous; she felt hurt, but she didn’t understand why. Andrea was her friend, but so was Mike. In fact, Mike was more than a friend. Jez knew she should be happy for Andrea, happy that she appeared to like a man Jez considered family.

By the Four Deities! I'm jealous of my friend.

Jez sat there trying to remember if she had told Andrea of her feelings towards Mike. Yes, Jez’s first teenage crush was on Mike. She remembered as a kid, she fantasized of being Mrs. Mike Denton. She remembered playing M.A.S.H. with her friends; it was always, she was living in a mansion with Mike on Earth, she would be a Holonovelist and Mike a Sensi, they would drive a Mercedes, they would have fifteen kids, fourteen boys and one girl, and raise English Bulldogs. As she got older, she realized that the game M.A.S.H. was truly juvenile and foolish, as Mike was married and madly in love with T’Sara.

Jez’s face was now a mild red color; she was so embarrassed at the childish remembrances of her teenage crush. Mike was a kind and gentle man; any woman would be lucky to have him as a husband.

Jez was truly conflicted; her mentor and best girlfriend were openly flirting, and Jez just couldn’t process what she was seeing.

A man Mike’s age shamelessly flirting.

==Commander Michael Denton Chief of Security( Retired), Temp NRC ==

Mike was a bit surprised at Andrea saying, "Are you trying to get rid of me so you don't have to share that Kransekake? Don't worry, I'll only have a small piece. I wouldn't want it to go to my hips, It's hard enough to stay in shape at my age." It was clearly Jez trying to give Andrea the bum’s rush.

Mike was confused; he thought he clearly insisted that Andrea not leave to stay and enjoy the delicious, decadent Kransekake. "Ahhh..I ahhh, No I’m …I’m …not trying to get rid of you. I was just wondering if you’re as sweet as the cake?” Stammered Mike, like a school boy being called out in class and he hadn't read the chapters the night before. When Andrea mentioned her hips, Mike unconsciously looked at her hips like he was sizing her up. Mike suddenly realized what he was doing, and his face flushed red with embarrassment.

“Your hips look fine, ahhh,, I ahhh mean not that I was checking you out in that manner.” Mike’s voice cracked with embarrassment.

This is Freya Erikson all over again.

Mike suddenly remembered tenth-grade Algebra Class; he had a major crush on Freya Erikson, and like every fifteen-year-old high school boy, Mike was pitching a tent when the teacher called on him. He didn’t want to go to the board to work on the problem the teacher placed on the board because Freya sat in the front row, and she would have seen his adolescent thoughts on display. It was bad enough that the other boys in class knew of his crush on Freya. After that incident, the teasing went on for several weeks. That's probably why Mike kept his thoughts and emotions in check. The upside was Freya asked him to the Easter Dance.

Mike then looked at Jez; he could tell something was percolating in her brain. “Can we just cut the cake, already?” Said Mike.



== Tag Andrea.==

[Kalli Thorn]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==
== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

Andrea went over and began to prepare to cut the cake herself unless Jez beat her to it. As she did, she commented to Mike, "Yes, let's begin. Mike, I certainly appreciate the compliment, but a girl needs to be aware of her own strengths and weaknesses. I know it violates the silent code of all women everywhere, to state your age, but I think I'm in pretty great shape for 52." glancing at Jez, Andrea commented, "Yes dear, I'm old enough to be your mother." Then returned to what she had been saying, "Being a doctor, I know how to stay in good health, so that helps. Don't feel shy about having glanced at me Mike, I don't mind an approving glance and you're a manly man, so it would be silly of me to think you wouldn't." Andrea turned to look directly at Jez, "However, there's nothing to worry about, Jez. This is part of what I was asking you about. Sometimes a little banter and remembering you aren't dead yet is important. You're all grown up now and should be able to see not just the bigger picture, but the entire picture. For example, I'm here to help you two, but at the same time, do you think that this tragedy hasn't affected me as well? I've seen and been buried under so much death that if I let you see it or feel it, it might actually cause you permanent harm. I was a trauma surgeon, but eventually the weight of the ones I couldn't save became too much and I had to try and distance myself from it. There was far worse, but my point is that being here for you doesn't make me a bystander. To help you, I have to wade into your life and your pain with you. I would never take Mike away from you. We would get a room down the hall from you."

Andrea then couldn't help herself as she gave a small laugh and pointed at Jez, "See, that face, that's what I'm talking about. Lighten up girl. Mike is a wonderful man, but I have no designs on him. I can't speak for the rest of the ship though. On the other hand, you could use to get out and maybe have a date or two. Would it kill you to have a drink with someone? It doesn't mean you're shopping for a husband...or...nevermind...the thing is, if you don't at least breathe once in a while, you're going to slowly suffocate."

Andrea held up a knife, holding it by the back of the blade and handle towards Jez, "Now, are you going to cut this thing, like a hostess, or am I going to have to do it myself?"

== Tag Mala ==

[Beno Velaul]

Over the years of being in a leadership position she had a lot of talks with a lot of people, talks ranging from congratulations for medals, promotions and the ever so dreadful talk with the family with the bad news. None of them came close to having this talk, and how they were going to need to eat steak to help with the process.

Even with how nice the dress was, it needed to come off for something a little more comfortable. The dress was more for fashion than comfort, as she started to loosen it it up a little the dress eventually slid down. "As much as I love dresses like this, its better to be able to breath." Being in quarters it didn't matter how she looked at this time, could be distracting to some in conversation but that wouldn't be a problem here.

"Alex I never thought I would be having this conversation again, I am ready to have a child. Things you should know Mom hates the fact I am joined, she still calls me Misug witch I would have to give our child that last name if not yours. If we got married Velaul would replace that last name too, that is just part of being joined. My mom well." Beno had a bit of a look. "Is a little like being around me but I am a little more, well I recommend a drink before you first meet. My father on the other hand he is." Beno looked like she had a revelation of some kind. "Son of a" Beno started. "It really is true, a women really does fall for their father, you are a lot like him." It was never too early for them to go over these things, her mother can be a little much to deal with at times and that drives people away.

"I am wondering Alex is there anything for me to worry about, parents can be difficult to deal with. Son or daughter parents are always protective, the good ones anyways. Usually for women its easier to get along with dad, sometimes they like to be a bit of a flirt in a fun way." Looking down for a second. "Yes I will be wearing clothes when I meet him some day." She wasn't sure when Alex wanted her to meet them, or even if she could.

==Tag==

[Alexander Talion]

Alex looked down at his own clothes. As soon as they got back, he switched to his default "beach bum" look. He may have looked great in a fancy suit and certainly cleaned up well, but he loved his cargo shorts and a loose buttoned beach shirt, which typically had colorful images or patterns on it and gave him the look of an old surfer or a crazy scientist, though in truth he was both.

As Beno got more comfortable, he moved over and held loosen it a bit, though it was more of an excuse to ran his hands along her and be close to her as she spoke. He resisted pulling her as close as he really wanted to, but this felt like a conversation that they needed to have. He began to nod understanding as she got into it, but the first thing she said made his heart skip. He couldn't resist taking her in for just a moment more, savoring the feel of her in front of him and the way the dress was barely a barrier between his hands and her skin.

Finally, he smiled and replied, "I never thought I would be having a conversation like this again either. A child, that surprises me, but in a good way. Let's put a pin in that and come back to it though." He chuckled, "Parents...marriage...names...well, there's quite a bit to talk about there, but fortunately, it will mostly be pretty easy. Marriage in my family is mostly a legal status, an arrangement that covers the transfer of inheritance and so forth. Given your joined status, the only benefit there would apply to the children, which I would naturally make sure were taken care of in any case. It doesn't bother me about the name, as I respect the right of a person to retain their original name if they wish. Once again, it is a joined related thing anyway and I accept that as part of who you are and knew it going into this. Personally, I would love to go the marriage route, but it isn't a deal breaker and we only need to do the Betazoid version if you really want to. The important thing is having you in our lives, the rest is not nearly as important."

He chuckled, "Parents...My mother is a xenobiologist, but now works mostly to assist my father who works as an analyst with Star Fleet Intelligence, but as a civilian consultant not officially holding any rank, for reasons you might be able to imagine. Mostly, they ar eknow for their public work. As much as the federation prides itself on the lack of a need for money, my family has established an embarrassing amount of monetary wealth over the generations. I say embarrassing, because it is enough to make a Ferengi Grand Nagus blush and swoon. The purpose of that wealth is actually to help those on the fringes of the Federation. Money still can make a big difference for such people. That's also why my main research has always been centered on ways to help people with less access to higher technology. Our family's philanthropic efforts are known throughout the Federation. My personal investments are also rather unique, but maybe now isn't the time to go into all that. My parents might come across as a little snobbish at first, but they are actually rather accepting. I expect a raised eyebrow from my mother only from the fact that my first wife was Human and now a Trill. I might even get a sigh from her, but she won't actually say out loud that she always hoped I would find a nice Betazoid girl, but they are very accepting of Reyna and I suspect they will be impressed that you are a Joined Trill, setting you in an elite class in their eyes. You also hold an impressive rank in Star Fleet, which they will both respect highly."

Alex shrugged, "My mother will not be rude about it, but she will not be shy about looking at your thoughts and emotions, not as an intrusion, but to verify that you're honest in your intentions and feelings about me. She is the protective one. My father might look deeper than he should, but you'll never know it and he will never say anything unless you're actually a danger to anyone. His abilities are unique and I think you can understand why he has the job he does. dad is otherwise rather charming and will certainly approve in my taste in women, but he is always a gentleman."

Alex gave a long sigh as he considered for a moment, "Sometime, when you're ready for hearing more than you really want to know about the galaxy, we can talk about Cindy, the girls and...well...all that. We don't have to, but I imagine you're going to give in to curiosity at some point. It will involve a stiff drink and maybe some introductions, but in their own way, they are my children as well. Good or bad, they are likely to be my legacy after I am long gone. My intent was good, but only time will really tell."

He then wrapped his sizable arms around her and embraced affectionately, "So, I guess Reyna has made a pretty strong impression on you for you to now want to have a child. I'm impressed by how strong of a bond you two formed almost instantly."

Reyna came up and hugged them both from the side, more hugging their hips, but joining the conversation, "Dad, it's more than that. Something happened, like you and Cindy scanned for, but what at first seemed like something strange, became something important." She blushed, "When you guys are together, I can feel some of what you feel. It took me a bit to figure it out, but I finally realised that of all that was going on, it gave me something I never realized I was missing until now. It gave me hope. I never got to know mom, but that was more than a hole, it was a piece missing from me. Other than you guys, I couldn't relate to anyone and the depth of that loneliness was beginning to tear me apart inside. Then Beno came along and wanted to be my mom. I felt what you guys felt and realized that if my dad could find such love and happiness, so could I. Every time I feel that glow from you guys, it reminds me what I might be able to find when I get older. I can't put into words how that has changed my life. I've never known this kind of hope and happiness."

Reyna gave a loving sigh and hugged them both and as she did so, they both felt it radiate from her like she was a tiny furnace of emotion.

Alex smiled at Beno and repeated, "Like I said, quite an impression. Nice job, mom."

== Tag Beno ==

[Jez Mala]

==Commander Michael Denton Chief of Security( Retired), Temp NRC ==

Mike sat there trying to process what Andrea had said about him being a wonderful man, but she had no designs on him. I can't speak for the rest of the ship, though, added Andrea.

Mike puffed up a little at the idea of the women on the ship possibly eyeing him, but he felt a bit confused; he was still in mourning for his wife

What Andrea said next to Jez surprised him greatly. Andrea said, On the other hand, you could use to get out and maybe have a date or two. Would it kill you to have a drink with someone? It doesn't mean you're shopping for a husband...or... never mind...the thing is, if you don't at least breathe once in a while, you're going to slowly suffocate."

Did I miss something here?

Mike was concerned that Jez had not been socializing, like a normal healthy young woman? Jez had always been a social butterfly, so to hear that she was avoiding social situations was somewhat distressing.  He had lived through many of Jez’s boyfriends over the years. Mike was the one who consoled her when, at 15 years old, Jez broke up with her then boyfriend Malcom, a human she met while her parents visited Earth for a lecture series one Summer. Malcolm was cheating on her with another girl

When Andrea mentioned being a trauma surgeon, Mike found it fascinating. He had seen a few trauma surgeons in action during his time on active duty; they were true heroes in every sense of the word. Performing surgery in a Hot Landing Zone, under heavy fire, took nerves of steel. 

“Wait a second, You’re fifty-two years old?" said Mike, looking at Andrea with disbelief. Mike thought Andrea was around Jez’s age.

Andrea is four years older than me?

Mike felt like he was in an alternative reality; these two women were clearly dealing with a bizarre unspoken rivalry, unresolved feud, or something. He wasn't sure what these two were carrying on about., It seemed like Andrea was pushing Jez into something that either she couldn’t or wouldn’t do.

Clearly, Andrea hasn’t run into Jez’s stubborn streak.

Mike sat there, “Just so we’re clear, we are having cake, right?” 


==Lieutenant Jez Mala Acting Chief of Security ==

Jez blinked a few times; she wasn’t sure she heard Andrea correctly. Jez just assumed that Andrea was around her age, or at least she thought she was.

Perfect, I’m here with my Father and my Mother, just great.

Jez couldn’t deny that Andrea was right. Mike is a truly Amazing man; he had a great build and incredible personality.

He has such broad shoulders, and that butt, so full and well-toned, not flat like so many men his age, and his cute chubby belly. Hold on, is Andrea trying to push me into a relationship with Mike? Gross, he’s practically my father.

Jez shot Andrea a look as if to say, “I don’t want to talk about this with Mike here.”

Jez knew that a relationship with Mike would be wrong on so many levels, not just because they were practically family, but Mike was a pig-headed, overprotective nag sometimes. He never wanted to do anything new or fun. He was in many ways predictable. Same Breakfast, Lunch, and Dinner, same music, same workout routine. Haircut every week whether he needed it or not. The same, the Suebian knot—an ancient Germanic style of twisting and tying hair into a high knot—was also prevalent among Nordic warriors. Every night he polished his boots. He often spent more time primping than she did. The more she thought about it, she realized that there were worse things in life than having a mate who took care of himself, who was organized and detail-oriented.  Jez and Mike didn't share blood, and they say the best romantic relationships start as friends.

Jez did remember that in many cultures women often married older men, so the main reason significant age gaps existed was that men were often expected to accumulate resources and status before marriage. In contrast, women were encouraged to marry relatively young. Large age gaps occurred, but the average age difference in marriages on Earth during the Edwardian era (roughly 1901–1914) was usually 17 years; marriage, for example, was generally much closer in age than the commonly cited 17-year difference. Large age-gap marriages certainly occurred, especially among the upper classes; the average age difference between husbands and wives in Britain and the United States but that may be the exception to the rule. However, life in the 24th century was different; there was really no rich or poor, and men didn’t necessarily have to establish themselves. Which begs the question: why is Andrea flirting with Mike?

“Oh, yeah, Cake, right, right.” Stammered Jez as she took the knife from Andrea.” Would anyone like coffee?” Added Jez.



== Tag Andrea. ==

[Beno Velaul]

For some reason it didn't bother Beno to know that her mind would be probed like that, no matter where a parent comes from their job is always going to be the same. Protect their little one no matter how big they are, or what they do. They could be the highest ranking Admiral, and still be their little child. It was just with her mind it should come with a disclaimer, enter with care. Not responsible for the good time influenced by memories in this mind, anything from what happened at Mardi Gras to some crazy nights on Risa. Beno wasn't so sure about his mother, but his dad would love thoes memories for more than one reason.

"You might want to warn your parents about my mind, some memories would trigger a response that is." She made a face that would suggest they would disappear into their bedroom for a while, she had a playful look. "Some of thoes memories are well....... we were always looking to have a very good time." Thoes memories were between two people who loved and trusted each other, stimulating a lot of pleasure centers.

With Alex helping her undress, she could feel his skin on hers with a different feeling. It was deeper than just lust. It was a feeling of being completely connected in mind body and soul. It felt like each was an extension of the other, it was the feeling that only people meant to be with feel. While she was feeling everything at its highest, there was the briefest of day dreams. 

Beno was holding a family picture, Alex was in the center, Beno was to the right and under his arm. Reyna was infront of Beno, with her right arm around her. In front of Alex there was another girl, sister to Reyna and daughter to beno.  Alex had his left arm around her. Reyna looked like she was in her late twenties and the other almost twenty.The engraved words below said. Beloved Admiral Beno Velaul.

Beno felt embraced in a way she hadn't felt in years, she was always appreciated and respected for what she did for Captain Brooks. She was very proud to  be his First Officer, one day she hoped to be equally as good of a Commanding Officer as him. "I feel the same way about her, I feel that special connection. There is one thing we should talk about. Beno embraced Reyna.

"I am probably going to have a conversation with Captain Brooks later, ensuring him that both of us while in Uniform will practice a certain level of restraint. The crew knows we are together, that ship sailed. I am sure you can imagine both of us have to keep a professional appearance, respecting the oath we took for our Office. What happens behind closed doors." Not exactly naming what doors. "Stays there like this, you would be surprised on how many reports I write while out of uniform." That was up to him to translate. 

==Tag==

[Kalli Thorn]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==
== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

AT hearing that Jez didn't want to talk about her dating life in front of Mike, Andrea replied, "I get it. I wouldn't want old folks nosing into my young dating life either, and I'm not, I'm simply pointing out that there hasn't really been any dating life in a while and that you might want to reflect on that. That's all. All work and no play is a bad combination, I don't care who you are or how old you get."

Andrea turned to Mike while cake was being sliced, "Please forgive me, Mike, if I offended you with my flirtatious nature. I mean no disrespect to you or your wife. My purpose is only to plant the seed of thought into your brain that a point will eventually come that you consider allowing yourself to be social with women again. Your kneejerk reaction is going to refuse to do so, out of a sense of obligation to your wife. You grieve and mourn however you feel you need to, just don't cut yourself off from the entire rest of the universe in the process. You have lots of life left in you." She shrugged, "Part of me wishes I had made a family, but it was just never in the cards. I think that ship has sailed, but I might still marry someone someday. Most men can't handle a strong and independent woman. Toss in being a gifted Betazoid with multiple PHDs and a Star Fleet career and the intimidation factor goes up pretty high. I've also got my own emotional baggage from all that I've seen and done and that seems quite a bit to ask of another person to make room for. However, I refuse to close myself off from others. When I was still assigned ship duty, I had boyfriends. I even had more than one marriage proposal, but I just never felt the magic, so it never happened. I envy that you had such a relationship with your wife and you should always cherish that. However, should you find yourself around Star Fleet HQ sometime, there should be nothing keeping you from having a drink and catching up with a friend."

She turned back to Jez, taking one of the slices of offered cake from her, "The same goes for you, Miss Sassy-pants."

== Tag Mala ==

[Alexander Talion]

Alex chuckled at Beno's mention of her thoughts and said, "I know it might surprise you, but I did not exactly live a monastic lifestyle. My parents are well aware of what goes through the minds of others and I think you'll find them able to forgive quite a bit. It takes quite an exceptional mind to be able to completely wall off your thoughts and emotions from those with an ability to pick up on them. The stronger the person who is doing the reading, the more the responsibility is on them to respect the minds of others. There is a very strong taboo in such cultures about going where one is not invited. The sense of violation goes very deep very quickly in such cases. However, if a person doesn't guard their thoughts, then you can't fault them for knowing what they are, it just falls to the reader to be tactful and understand the situation. It's really not too hard to navigate, once you get the hang of it, but initially it can be unsettling."

eyna spoke up, "About that, dad...um...new ground rules." Alex's eyebrows went up, but he waited. "I'm going to need to scale up my privacy."She glanced at Beno, blushed a little and then continued, "Let's just say that before you come into my room, you're going to want to feel your way before entering. I'm not doing anything illegal or anything, but if you walk in on me in a private moment, that's going to be on you, just like it would be on me if the situation was reversed. I think we can all agree we'll do our best to respect privacy and maybe leave it at that for now. Are you cool with that?"

Alex blushed a little and seemed in deep thought as he looked at his daughter for a couple of seconds. He was trying to imagine exactly what she was up to, but he had picked up on the glance between her and Beno and thought he might have a fair idea what she was talking about. He went so far as to ask, "Really? I mean..."

Reyna gave him an almost comical look of seriousness, "Dad, do you really want me to have to explain it to you?"

Alex was a little surprised by that for about half a second before he held up a hand, "Nope! I'm cool with that. Um...do we need to have a talk?"

Reyna surprised him by saying, "Actually, yes. I think we do need to have a talk, but not right now. There's no rush, but I think having a talk sooner is better than later. Take your time and let me know when you're ready to ride that dragon, deal?"

Alex gave a puzzled look to his daughter and after another glance back and forth between his two ladies, he surrendered, "I have to say that this conversation is going much differently than I imagined it would, but that does seem to be a thing with our family, doesn't it?"

Reyna gave a knowing smile and nodded, "Definitely! Oh, and I want a small drone of my own. Nothing fancy, but I'll need full access."

"What? Why do you need a drone?"

Reyna went into what Beno would likely describe as her business mode, "Dad, I don't need a big one. In fact, I think the ten centimeter one should meet my needs."

Alex was skeptical now, "You already have your own assistant drone."

"Yes, but that's for interfacing and being able to live life outside the home like I do at home, but you also have control of that one and I want my own that I have full autonomy over." She rolled her eyes, "Don't worry, I'm not going to ask Cindy to create a submind in it for me. I plan to work on my own program for it and it isn't intended to leave our quarters. If it ever reaches that stage, I'll let you know. I'm asking your permission, because I know you'll get angry if I make my own. At least with one of your drones, you know exactly what I'm playing with and they have already been designed to approved specifications."

There was a moment of silence before Alex finally said, "Fine. You're right, it'll be safer. I reserve the right to have Cindy act as an objective monitoring party as a checks and balances clause."

Reyna instantly held out her hand and declared, "Done!"

Alex was a little surprised by how quickly she agreed to that as he slowly took her hand to shake it, "You little devil. You knew I would go for Cindy as oversight. Well played."

Reyna quickly shifted topic, "Dad, she's worried about confidentiality within the residence. I take it that you've not discussed our security measures or some of our secrets?" Alex shook his head indicating that he had not. Reyna nodded, "Maybe we should cover that with her to put her mind at ease on that point. What about...me. She's talking about babies, so I'm thinking now might be a good moment to bring that up too."

Alex considered, gave a small nod to Reyna and then said to Beno, "Honey, maybe we should sit down for this part."

== Tag Beno ==

[Jez Mala]

Jez didn’t know where Andrea was going with her questions. Was this therapy, or was Andrea just being difficult? But she was right in that she felt uncomfortable discussing her romantic life in front of a man that she idolized- a man she had a crush on as a child. A man who theoretically was the template for all future lovers and possible mates

Jez suddenly felt like she was hit by a phaser on heavy stun; she realized that she didn’t just idolize Mike,, no, no, she was in love with him. It was all starting to make sense. He could have easily told her of the massacre of her family and friends via subspace communication; he was a former Chief of Security; he had to tell families of dead relatives all the time, but he made a special trip to see her, to tell her in person. Jez hadn’t seen Mike in almost five years, and Jez was annoyed with Andrea for flirting with him, like a female spotted hyena. Female hyenas dominate the clan socially and physically, as they are larger and more aggressive than males. Because of their unique biology, female hyenas dictate clan hierarchies and will fiercely fight off rival females to control access to favored males.

Jez, what's wrong with you? You're jealous of Andrea. You have practically lifted your leg and marked him as yours. Gross,!!!!

Jez’s head was spinning a mile a minute, as she was trying to make sense of this revelation.

==Commander Michael Denton Chief of Security( Retired), Temp NRC ==

Mike didn’t need to be a Betazoid to sense that Jez and Andrea were being catty towards one another; he wasn’t sure why.

Wait a second, did Andrea call me an old folk?

Mike took the cake from Andrea, as Andrea said, "Please forgive me, Mike, if I offended you with my flirtatious nature. I mean no disrespect to you or your wife. My purpose is only to plant the seed of thought into your brain that a point will eventually come that you consider allowing yourself to be social with women again. Your kneejerk reaction is going to refuse to do so, out of a sense of obligation to your wife. You grieve and mourn however you feel you need to, just don't cut yourself off from the entire rest of the universe in the process. You have lots of life left in you."

Mike wasn’t offended at Andrea’s flirting, or her flirtatious nature; in fact, he kind of liked it; it showed he still had it, that women still found him attractive.

Mike took a fork full of cake; it was creamy and delicious. “Andrea, there is nothing to forgive; I honor T’Sara in my own way. I cried non-stop for a week, plus I saw a therapist at Yorktown Station, a Denobulan, Doctor Lotruss, perhaps you know her?  We discussed my feelings rather extensively. T’Sara was an important part of my life, but she is gone now; there is no point in dwelling on what was. It happened, on something that you can’t change. I took her back to Vulcan, her family. My only regret was that I wasn’t there to protect her, to be there in her final moments so she could transfer her Katra to me, so I could take it to her family, but I can honor her by bringing her Killers to justice, hopefully.

Jez’s heart melted at hearing Mike’s vulnerability, his tenderness; she had no idea that Mike had done so much in this last month. She felt for him. Jez loved T'Sara; she was like a second mother; she was kind, caring, and brought out the best in Mike.

Mike took another forkful of cake; he nodded as Andrea explained about her not having a family. “Well, I’m sure you will find a man, ahh… I mean if that’s what you want, maybe a man isn’t what you need; maybe having a family means having a child. You could adopt a child, suggested Mike.

Andrea then mentioned that Mike should look up old friends should he find himself at Starfleet Headquarters, to have a drink and catch up with old friends. That wasn't one of his plans when he goes back to Earth to see his parents, but he would if he had the time, as it was a solid idea. 

Mike was surprised when Andrea said, "The same goes for you, Miss Sassy-pants."

Women...!?!?!

Mike just shook his head in disbelief at the continued catty game Andrea and Jez seemed to be playing.

Mike took another forkful of cake and sat there. “Well, ladies, it's getting late. I should probably go find my quarters. Maybe we can continue this discussion tomorrow?” Suggest Mike.

“Wait, a second.” Insisted Jez.” I want to show you both something.” Jez took Mike by the hand and began pulling him up from the sofa. “Come on, Big Man, follow me to my bedroom. Urgggg,” said Jez, exaggerating the difficulty of pulling him because of his weight.

"Ha. Ha.. Miss Funny Pants' ha... ha, don't give up your day job." Said Mike.

Jez led her friends into her bedroom. She walked over to the Cryo Stasis Pod containing her fertilized zygote.  Mike stood there frozen; the mighty Viking could feel a tear forming in his eye. He wasn’t sure why he was crying; was it from seeing what stasis pod, knowing what it contained, or maybe because he too had longed to be a father, and the day before T’Sara was killed, she told him she was pregnant. HE wasn't sure, but his heart ached. 

“Jez, I'm so happy for you, if you're happy for yourself,” proclaimed Mike. Jez spotted a tear on his face and handed him a tissue. “Oh…!!! Don’t cry.” Said Jez, as she gently patted Mike’s belly affectionately.

“I’m not crying, for pity's sake. Don’t you have auto clean set for your quarters? My eyes are irritated from all this dust.” Mike said defensively, in a pathetic defense to save face.

Jez winked at Andrea and said, "I don't see any tears. Do you see any tears?" 



== Tag Andrea.==

[Kalli Thorn]

== Lt Mala's Quarters ==
== NPC Lt Andrea Tate ==

They enjoyed their cake, tehn Jez wanted to show off her baby in a bottle. On the one hand, it was understandable that she was keeping her options open, but Andrea felt unsure about the decision. She knew that she should say nothing, but she had come to help, so she had to at least give food for thought.

"Jez, what's your plan? You decided to halt the pregnancy, though there was no emergency. You despise the man you made this possible child with and are in a legal fight with. I don't question the outcome of the legal fight, but if you decide not to continue with the pregnancy, they will win custody by default, even if you win. Thus, if you have second thoughts, it is best to decide before a legal order is made that says you are not allowed to stop it. I'm not pushing anything pro or con here, I'm just saying you seem to be undecided and you really need to make a decision sooner rather than later. If you meet someone tomorrow, but they want to have kids and you say you have one on ice that comes first, you can see where that would create a conflict that is different than if you have a live child in your care and are a single mother. Professionally, you will never find a good time for such a life altering moment, so you need to simply find a time that is a lesser evil. It's one of the reasons I never got married. I almost did, but almost doesn't count. I always wanted kids, but didn't want to do it alone. They are very difficult decisions, but I urge you to figure out what you want while it is within your hands to decide, that's all."

Andrea resisted the impulse to give a medical opinion on the issue. Jez had undoubtedly already had conversations that lead up to her having a stasis bottle with  biological sample that carried the potential to be a person, but she had not been consulted, so the less said there, the better. Andrea did worry that Jez had not seriously considered the implications and the difficulty of the process of restarting the pregnancy, if she went that route. Preparing a person to be pregnant was far more complicated than simply becoming pregnant. In fact, most of the successful cases she had witnessed the mother waited until she had become pregnant again and then the other child was implanted at the stage where both could grow and give birth on the same timeline. Inducing an artificial pregnancy state before implantation introduced complications that reduced the likelihood of it reaching term by a significant amount. The science was flexible in theory, but it turned out that the body of the patient didn't always cooperate. Andrea sensed that anything less than applause and joy at seeing the baby in the bottle would cause conflict, so even asking about the plan was a daring step and she knew it.

== Tag Mala ==

[Alexander Talion]

== Talion/Velaul Quarters ==

As they took seats in the living room area, Alex gave Reyna a nod and she began, "Security is not a problem while in our quarters. There are several reasons for it, but we'll start with the fact that the independent holographic system also acts to negate 98% of all sound from leaving the room. Cindy also maintains surveillance of our quarters constantly, including monitoring all electronic device functions within range. She can ever prevent remote access of the computer terminals, if we desire. There is a field generated from dad's bedroom closet that prevents a lock for transport unless boosted by at least one intentional device, like a chip or a comm badge activation. The field is created by the device that is maintaining a unique communications link that is the equivalent of a portable micro-wormhole. It's more complicated than that, but it is an entanglement of more than one particle and provides not only a link, but encryption as well. It is non-Star Fleet, but is listed in dad's professional equipment, along with Cindy. Within these walls, you have better security than anywhere else on the ship. As part of the family, Cindy also falls under your command, which technically is higher than that of the Captain, but only as it pertains to Cindy's protocols. For example, the CO could give Cindy an order and she would certainly obey it, however, you would have the ability to override his orders with her. She will now consider you as a priority over others as well. If you ever need her assistance, so long as you have a comm badge or are anywhere on the ship, you don't need to initiate a signal, just say her name and what you need. Isn't that right Cindy?"

Cindy's voice softly came from everywhere and nowhere, [Affirmative. Beno, please let me know if you desire an unique communication device, like Alex's. He can fill you in on the details, but he tends to find them handy.]

Reyna held up a hand, "So, that's security. We're very good at keeping secrets in this family and respect your position professionally. I don't think you ever need to worry about such things inside these walls."

She let out a sigh and looked down at her hands, "Now me." Reyna didn't appear hesitant on the topic, but more as if she were bracing herself for it. "The reason I have no memories of my mom is because her and I have never met. Cindy kept a secret from my dad when she went off on the mission that got her killed. She was pregnant when she went and had not told my dad. Cindy knew, but agreed not to tell him at the time. She knew he would try to convince her not to go. Like you, she was very driven and strong willed." Reyna smiled and wiped a small tear from her cheek as she continued, "I think that we both would have really liked her. Unfortunately, she died on that mission. Cindy's programming sounds simple enough, but is complicated in her latitudes in executing it. Simply put, she is to assist our family and anticipate our needs. It is something that has been long-standing for a couple of decades now. In most cases, it means she tries to have the answers before the question is asked...any question. This often means she provides a personnelle report on someone about to walk into your office, or a profile on a person who just walked into a meeting unexpectedly. She is always listening, recording and providing information on demand, often before you demand it."

Reyna took another deep breath and let it out, "In my case, unknown to my dad, Cindy had used the medical scan of my mom while she was pregnant and using the genetic material of them both that was on file, she recreated me. I'm not a clone, but I guess you might say I was created because of my sister who never was. Cindy and the others took me with them and had not told my dad anything at the time. It was only later, when things became difficult for him and he was struggling to recover from a nearly fatal mission that I was revealed. Cindy knew that after my mom died, he had lost his internal compass. He no longer even wanted to remain in Star Fleet. He retired his commission and called Cindy and the others to come and get him. I had already been born, but had never met anyone organic yet. They told him about me and predictably, he once more felt he had a purpose. Cindy had anticipated that my dad would need me, because she knew my mom was almost certain to die on her mission. Cindy was right."

Reyna looked away and tried to continue to form the right words as she pushed forward, "Cindy did a really good job. She made me and knew how to try to replicate almost every variable possible. I was grown in an artificial womb that had a heartbeat and I heard voices and music that helped me form my initial neural pathways. I wasn't designed. I was formed as if invitro, but from the very beginning, I was not in an organic environment. That's why I was actually a kind of unofficial experiment. All brains find patterns, it's part of what they do. For the first couple of years of my life, the patterns my brain was exposed to were all synthetic. I understand computers as well or sometimes better than I understand people, I don't just learn information, I consume it, integrate it and retain it while constantly analysing it. In an effort to give me exposure to at least a simulate organic life with others, I experienced a simulated world for a brief amount of time. In organic time, it was only a few minutes, but in machine time it equated to a handful of years. My body didn't change at all, but the number of engrams and my brain chemistry registered slightly more than five years worth of experiences. So by that math, I should be roughly a mental equivalent of perhaps 12 or so, but as you might have noticed, the genetic bost I seem to have inherited from my dad has caused a ripple in that sort of speculation."

Having gotten past what she felt was the hard part, Reyna relaxed a little and continued, "According to most tests that Federation science would employ, I'm not genetically engineered. I carry no altered key components to my DNA and everything can be attributed to my family roots, as my mom's genetic material is on file. It gets odd there though,since she was originally half Ferengi and turned into a full human through a strange bit of biological science from a criminal that was trying to escape when the temporal..." Alex looked at reyna and shook his head, causing Reyna to backtrack. "Um...when they attempted to apprehend him. He was destroyed in the process, but that's not really important. What's important is that I'm actually more of my dad than my mom, from a technical point of view. I only know that because I've been shown the math and the details would likely only bore you to death. However, should all of these facts come to light, I am one hundred percent organic, yet some people would consider me a monster. Understandably, I have issues fitting in."

Reyna finally looked Beno in the eye again. She had been avoiding her direct gaze until she got to this moment. A smile returned to her face and she was struggling not to cry again and doing a pretty good job of it. "Then there is you. My dad can be very smart. I like to think of him as scary smart, but in a good way. he is also very lucky at times. The scar at his temple is from a shot a Borg fired at him that should have taken his head off. He keeps it to remind himself and I understand why. It can't be denied though, that he is sometimes very lucky, even scary lucky at times. He came back to Star Fleet for me. We ended up on this ship, of all ships. He ended up working hand in hand with you and you two became friends. Now, against all odds, you're my mom. I find you to be amazing. I admit that I'm still a little jealous of those gorgeous spots of yours, but I hope to grow up to be like you. I could break it down for you, because I know that as a scientist, you would understand it, but my odds are very high that I'm not going to grown up like a normal kid, no matter how much I try, but somehow you have a way of making me feel normal and I really love you for that. I guess I inherited some of my dad's luck as well."

Reyna had finally relaxed, having gotten it all out. There had been a brief feeling of not exactly shame, but perhaps detachment was a good way to put it. It had persisted through her description of her creation and life before meeting her father, but then quickly warmed up from there. When it was done, Beno could feel that she had returned to feeling the loving glow from her that they had shared so much of lately. Reyna had experienced loneliness and the inability to really connect until she met her dad. The synthetics could connect with each other, but it was harder with an organic. Beno felt these things more deeply than words had said, but the message was there all the same. Maybe some of it was because Betazoids depended so much on the telepathic and empathic elements of themselves for their connections. Whatever it was, one thing was for certain, Reyna loved Beno and felt the need to share her secrets with her as a sort of final step for their relationship. the kid was putting it all on the line, even the parts that weren't so pretty.

At last, Reyna sat up straight and asked, "So, any questions?"

== Tag Beno ==

[Beno Velaul]

There wasn't much of a surprise that they didn't exactly live like a monk, Beno had a better idea about that after their magical times together. If they were not  careful it really could lead to another one, right now Beno knew they were going to be safe, there were changes she was going through that told her that much. Reyna was starting to act like a typical girl at that age, requesting a small amount of privacy as she discovers new things about herself. 

Beno wasn't certain about these drones, she had used a few of her own for different reasons. She had a set for almost all occasions, land sea and air. This one was for something different, Beno thought she had an idea what for because it was all. The confidentiality issue wasn't much of a problem for her, or she would have more clothing on for starters. Or open herself up in any way that she has here, she had a comfort level that was the same as home. 

Beno sat herself on the sofa and made herself comfortable. The security in the place considering who he was in Star Fleet, and his family wealth. Beno had a brief evil grin knowing that Cindy had the ability to listen in almost anywhere there, her listening to them go at it like two teenagers might have given Cindy some ideas. 

Hearing about the Borg Beno reached for her shoulder, there was still a bit of a mark there from her own encounter. It gave her a bit of a flashback from the Ozaki, Jason was in Command, Sothrick was First Officer, She was Second Officer. They established a shielding system that kept the ship whole just long enough, the last thing that she could clearly remember was the bulkhead. The final explosion on the Bridge that Beno could remember put what used to be the bulkhead through her shoulder, it pinned her against what was left of her science station. It was a true baptism of fire that made Beno step up taking charge as First Officer when Sothrick was incapacitated, when he came back to active Beno stepped back down to her level again. 

Hearing Reyna ask if she had any questions, Beno blinked twice. "I fully realize that you will never grow up like a regular child, and some would say I am a lab accident away from being a Super Villain from a comic." Beno looked her in the eye. "In order to develop properly there are a lot of elements we are going to go through together, some of them are going to be good while others are going to be horrible. We are going to laugh and we are going to cry, we are going to have long talks that is going to be between two women. Cindy and your Dad are great in many areas, but both are going to fall short there. We are even going to have to do some exercises to strengthen some muscles, ones that will help prevent a bad back in the long run. How do you feel about all of this?"

She looked up at Alex. "Confidentiality and security were never my concerns, the crew are well aware we are together. I wouldn't doubt that there are some that want to hear about what we did, I am confident you are not the kind to kiss and tell. I am sure on the opposite is true too, people wanting to know about you. All I can say is, magnificent." There wasn't much she really could say about it, other than it was magical. 

==Tag==

[Alexander Talion]

== Talion/Velaul Quarters ==

Reyna narrowed her eyes, "So, you're planning on some aspects actually being horrible? That seems a bit pesimistic. I mean, I'm prepared for things to be horrible at times, but I hope they aren't. At least you don't think I'm a monster, which is what most people think if they find out someone was never actually born. I thought they would have found a surrogate, but for logistical reasons, they were avoiding people."

She smiled at her own efforts to make light of the conversation, "I'm looking forward to some of those conversations. I'm also wanting to start working with Cindy on some training, but wanted some input from you on what you felt would be most important for me. For some things, I'm comfortable talking to Cindy, but when it comes to the real life preparation of being a woman today, I'm going to be trusting in your words of wisdom to guide me." Thinking for a moment, she asked, "Special exercises for my back? I've started on tumbling and gymnastics, but I'm now curious about these special things you're talking about for my back."

Just then, Thor walked up and put his big head in Beno's lap. He looked up at her with big eyes until she brought a hand close enough to his head, then gave her hand a slurp and laid down next to her feet. That was the signal that she was in his system and accepted.

Reyna then got up and came over to Beno, another tear threatening to fall, but she kept it in check as she leaned in and gave her a big hug and a kiss on the cheek, "I feel better now that you know about me. Cindy said it wouldn't change things, because you wouldn't think less of me, but I knew that was only part of it. It was important to me to be able to say it to you. There are times when it matters to say things out loud."  Once again Beno could feel the emotions stirring in Reyna and that she was both proud to have said these things out loud to her and filled with a kind of validation by not being rejected after it was done. In her heart she had known that Beno would be fine with it, but that wasn't the same as actually going through it and experiencing the result in real time. This was the concrete reality that Reyna lived in and she knew how different it could be from the statistical odds of success or the gut feeling that you were betting on. When the moment had passed and you knew the result of something, THAT was a fact, not a theory or a probability.

== Tag Beno ==

[Jez Mala]

Jez felt a surge of pride while looking at the Cryo-Stasis Pod. She had thought about being a mother. When Jez was younger, she would often watch the younger kids of her parents' Archeological Dig teams. While the adults were in the field, Jez would play with, read, and tell the younger kids stories; she even taught them to read. They would play school, but as she grew older, she developed a need for physical outlets: running, swimming, but especially martial arts. She remembered, the ever presence of Mike at the dig sites, setting up portable force field generators, surveillance camera, Jez smiled, as she recalled as Mike seemed so out of place in the 24th Century, in that he would always say, “Here let me help you with that Ma’am,” if a woman was carrying something heavy, or holding doors open for them, which she found funny, because doors in the 24th Century had motion activate sensors, making holding doors open unnecessary.

Yes, Mike was truly unique; he read actual books, books with covers and paper pages, not Data Padd’s. His prowess in the Martial Arts was amazing; he was powerful. She had sparred against him many times; he hit like a photon torpedo; his roundhouse kicks like a tsunami.

“Andrea, I am going to have the zygote implanted, but I want to talk with Dr O'Shea about removing Devyyn’s DNA and replacing it. I don’t want my child growing up with that kind of hate in her genome.” Stated Jez, while she was looking at Mike, imagining her daughter having Mike’s DNA attributes. 

“No, Andrea, I will never lose my child, I don’t care if the Federation Supreme Court orders me to hand over custody to Devyyn, I would rather die first, this is my child, she will be raised in love, enlightenment, not hatred and bias, Devyyn is a horrible man, His family is horrible, I would never subject any child to that kind of environment.” Said Jez, her voice firm.

==Commander Michael Denton Chief of Security( Retired), Temp NRC ==

Mike didn’t know of Jez’s pain and difficulties with Devyyn. He knew she had been in a relationship, but had no idea pregnancy was the result. Mike placed a hand on Jez’s shoulder in an attempt to comfort her. “Hey, everything will be alright, Min lille kanin(My little rabbit)” Said Mike, using the nickname he gave her when she was a little kid.

Mike realized he made a mistake calling her his little rabbit. "Looking at Jez: Don’t say it…Don't say it,” instructed Mike. A mischievous smile pulled on Jez’s lips. “Oh, thank you, Ole Brumm, min store, lubne bjørn (Winnie the Pooh, my big chubby bear)” Said Jez, doing her best to suppress a laugh.

“Really, you went there,” said Mike, “ And in front of family.” Referring to Andrea and the zygote in the cry-stasis.

Mike turned to Andrea and said, “ So, do you believe this one, Ole Brumm, min store, lubne bjørn (Winnie the Pooh, my big chubby bear.) the nerve," said Mike. "Do I look like a Child's toy with a Honey addiction?, The nickname makes no sense." Protested Mike.

Mike’s heart broke at hearing how upset Jez was over this custody battle. To take a child from its mother was beyond horrible.

“Jez, you know if, or when, you have the baby, my mom and dad would be more than happy to take care of her? At least until things calm down and you know what you want to do.” Suggested Mike.

Jez was so touched; she had met Mike’s parents a few times. They were kind, sweet people who would give you the shirt off their backs. Not to mention that if they could raise Mike, they could handle anything.

“Let’s see what Commander Talion’s legal team can do. You know, submit their motions and whatnot.” Said Jez.



== Tag Andrea. ==