05-07-2024, 05:15 AM
<< Sickbay.<<
Jez went and got a glass of Mineral water from the replicator, she sat one her bunk.
Commander Talion you are a truly one of a kind man, I wish I could have a man like you?
Dr. Lim brought up many excellent points. Did she have any obligation to inform Renkarn that she was pregnant. What would he do if he knew Jez was pregnant? What if he wanted custody of the baby, would she have to give the baby to him. Yes Star Fleet wasn’t exactly an ideal place one would raise a child, but it wasn’t the worst either. What if Star Fleet made her give the baby to Renkarn, Jez was only an Ensign and Star Fleet wouldn’t want to cause an Interstellar Incident and offend one of the House of Betazed.
Jez sat there, her pulse pounding in her ear like a drum, It’s not that Jez was a horrible person, it’s just that she believed that children don’t turn out right without a man in the child's life. Studies have proven that a child with a man in their life does better in school, and deals with stress better. kids from two-parent households are less likely to have behavioral issues. They're more likely to reach educational milestones. They're less likely to get in trouble with the law. All things that set them up to be in a better position to thrive in life, but raising a child as a single parent wasn’t fair to the child, Chances were good that Jez could get assigned to a high profile mission, a mission she could get killed on, or one that would prohibit her from bringing a child with her. She didn’t know how Commander Talion did it.
Maybe if her parents hadn’t dragged her from digsite to digsite and raised her in a conventional way she wouldn’t be in this mess in the first place. Jez’s feelings towards her parents were mixed, she loved them but at the same time she hated them, Their work was more important than their children. Jez and her parents never had the “Facts of LIfe” Chatt that all parents have with their children. Yes, she understood the basics, the mechanical aspect of romantic relationships, but she didn’t understand the deeper more complex aspects of relationships like just because a man says he loves you doesn’t mean that he does, Just because one man acts kind and considerate doesn’t mean all men do. She couldn’t discuss these issues with her older siblings as they were raised in the same manner as she was.
Yes, maybe Jez was a fool, maybe she was naive, but she really believed that Renkarn Ukinix had loved her. She remembered how they met. She was invited to a party while she was on leave. She liked spending her shore leave on New Argus the city of New Berlin was a trendy place, full of museums, art galleries, a center of culture and learning a friend of hers invited her to a party at a very posh upscale Andorian art gallery, there she spotted the most handsome man Renkarn Ukinix. He was tall, with broad shoulders, he had a powerlifters build, black wavy hair, a smile so bright it was blinding, and his eyes were black as ripe olives, he was dressed in designer clothes that covered a muscular body. He clearly had more than two strips of latinum to rub together.
He smiled at her, the two engaged in small talk, he told her of his family's vast holdings that he was from the Ninth House, a very noble and proud Betazoid family. Renkarn bragged about his parents being Diplomats, how his family was powerful. They had gone out on the Balcony, there was a gentle breeze, there was a light scent of flowers in the air, the moon was bright, He said how beautiful she was, he said that she was, “Very exotic.” He then kissed her, he took her in his powerful arms and kissed her again. It was the start of a wonderful romance, she enjoyed spending time with him, the two would exchange letters and subspace messages. Renkarn wined and dined her, he gave her rare and expensive gifts. Renkarn is eight years older than Jez. Their romance went on for several months. Jez was convinced that she had found her Imzadi, but when she suspected that she was pregnant, she told him. She told him that she was pregnant and his entire personality changed.
Renkarn went from being kind and sensitive to cold and distant . Jez will never forget the night that she told him, he became enraged. He knocked her to the floor, he began kicking her in the stomach, her called her vile, filthy names. He said that she was nothing, a filthy half breed, that her mother should be killed for introducing Vulcan blood into Betazoid society. He said Jez was just another mongrel b**ch bringing another mongrel into the world. He said that she was nothing, just a waste of skin. Jez didn’t know if he was kicking her in the stomach to kill the baby or to just hurt her?
A tear rolled down her cheek, she really thought that Renkarn was her Imzadi. Jez touched her stomach and looked down at it, . “Don’t worry, I will never let anyone hurt you.” Said Jez, her voice firm and confident.
Jez went and got a glass of Mineral water from the replicator, she sat one her bunk.
Commander Talion you are a truly one of a kind man, I wish I could have a man like you?
Dr. Lim brought up many excellent points. Did she have any obligation to inform Renkarn that she was pregnant. What would he do if he knew Jez was pregnant? What if he wanted custody of the baby, would she have to give the baby to him. Yes Star Fleet wasn’t exactly an ideal place one would raise a child, but it wasn’t the worst either. What if Star Fleet made her give the baby to Renkarn, Jez was only an Ensign and Star Fleet wouldn’t want to cause an Interstellar Incident and offend one of the House of Betazed.
Jez sat there, her pulse pounding in her ear like a drum, It’s not that Jez was a horrible person, it’s just that she believed that children don’t turn out right without a man in the child's life. Studies have proven that a child with a man in their life does better in school, and deals with stress better. kids from two-parent households are less likely to have behavioral issues. They're more likely to reach educational milestones. They're less likely to get in trouble with the law. All things that set them up to be in a better position to thrive in life, but raising a child as a single parent wasn’t fair to the child, Chances were good that Jez could get assigned to a high profile mission, a mission she could get killed on, or one that would prohibit her from bringing a child with her. She didn’t know how Commander Talion did it.
Maybe if her parents hadn’t dragged her from digsite to digsite and raised her in a conventional way she wouldn’t be in this mess in the first place. Jez’s feelings towards her parents were mixed, she loved them but at the same time she hated them, Their work was more important than their children. Jez and her parents never had the “Facts of LIfe” Chatt that all parents have with their children. Yes, she understood the basics, the mechanical aspect of romantic relationships, but she didn’t understand the deeper more complex aspects of relationships like just because a man says he loves you doesn’t mean that he does, Just because one man acts kind and considerate doesn’t mean all men do. She couldn’t discuss these issues with her older siblings as they were raised in the same manner as she was.
Yes, maybe Jez was a fool, maybe she was naive, but she really believed that Renkarn Ukinix had loved her. She remembered how they met. She was invited to a party while she was on leave. She liked spending her shore leave on New Argus the city of New Berlin was a trendy place, full of museums, art galleries, a center of culture and learning a friend of hers invited her to a party at a very posh upscale Andorian art gallery, there she spotted the most handsome man Renkarn Ukinix. He was tall, with broad shoulders, he had a powerlifters build, black wavy hair, a smile so bright it was blinding, and his eyes were black as ripe olives, he was dressed in designer clothes that covered a muscular body. He clearly had more than two strips of latinum to rub together.
He smiled at her, the two engaged in small talk, he told her of his family's vast holdings that he was from the Ninth House, a very noble and proud Betazoid family. Renkarn bragged about his parents being Diplomats, how his family was powerful. They had gone out on the Balcony, there was a gentle breeze, there was a light scent of flowers in the air, the moon was bright, He said how beautiful she was, he said that she was, “Very exotic.” He then kissed her, he took her in his powerful arms and kissed her again. It was the start of a wonderful romance, she enjoyed spending time with him, the two would exchange letters and subspace messages. Renkarn wined and dined her, he gave her rare and expensive gifts. Renkarn is eight years older than Jez. Their romance went on for several months. Jez was convinced that she had found her Imzadi, but when she suspected that she was pregnant, she told him. She told him that she was pregnant and his entire personality changed.
Renkarn went from being kind and sensitive to cold and distant . Jez will never forget the night that she told him, he became enraged. He knocked her to the floor, he began kicking her in the stomach, her called her vile, filthy names. He said that she was nothing, a filthy half breed, that her mother should be killed for introducing Vulcan blood into Betazoid society. He said Jez was just another mongrel b**ch bringing another mongrel into the world. He said that she was nothing, just a waste of skin. Jez didn’t know if he was kicking her in the stomach to kill the baby or to just hurt her?
A tear rolled down her cheek, she really thought that Renkarn was her Imzadi. Jez touched her stomach and looked down at it, . “Don’t worry, I will never let anyone hurt you.” Said Jez, her voice firm and confident.