09-17-2023, 07:11 PM
Daniel listened to Beno with interest. He knew that there might be some truth in her words but at this moment in time he was really not sure what was going to happen.
He knew that it was in the hands of the brass and it was out of his hands.
"Either way, we never can tell what they will say or do it is out of our hands and we will just have to sit and wait."
His icy blue eyes spotted Troy then looked back at Beno,
"I wonder sometimes what the rest of the crew actually think of me. I know it is daft, I just want to try and do my best by them but sometimes it feels if I miss the mark with them. I was more on the pulse with them as First Officer, having taken that extra step up I feel.... there is a bigger distance then there should be."
He looked away from Beno and starred at the table for a moment as he then picked up his tea and took a sip. His gaze showed a little bit of sadness behind the eyes. It been a long journey for him and at this point for some reason his gut felt that he was at a crossroads.
"I given a lot of my life to the service and sometimes... I know its daft you wonder if it was worth it and your hard work, or is it just the challenges become bigger and you feel that it harder than ever."
His eyes came back up and met Beno's. "I don't know... sorry I am sounding despondent but it been a rough time as I have felt my judgement might have been misplaced in trying to do the right thing."
==Tag Velaul==
He knew that it was in the hands of the brass and it was out of his hands.
"Either way, we never can tell what they will say or do it is out of our hands and we will just have to sit and wait."
His icy blue eyes spotted Troy then looked back at Beno,
"I wonder sometimes what the rest of the crew actually think of me. I know it is daft, I just want to try and do my best by them but sometimes it feels if I miss the mark with them. I was more on the pulse with them as First Officer, having taken that extra step up I feel.... there is a bigger distance then there should be."
He looked away from Beno and starred at the table for a moment as he then picked up his tea and took a sip. His gaze showed a little bit of sadness behind the eyes. It been a long journey for him and at this point for some reason his gut felt that he was at a crossroads.
"I given a lot of my life to the service and sometimes... I know its daft you wonder if it was worth it and your hard work, or is it just the challenges become bigger and you feel that it harder than ever."
His eyes came back up and met Beno's. "I don't know... sorry I am sounding despondent but it been a rough time as I have felt my judgement might have been misplaced in trying to do the right thing."
==Tag Velaul==